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QUEENMAY had shifted from the SLOW frensta blog —————-> kuenmay.blogspot.com…..see u guys dere!!!!HAHAHA=P

i havent really blog anithin yet….juz take a look IF u r free!!!

=)

nope…i spelled happYness correctly..=) it is intentionally misspelled…to find out more…here’s da link http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Pursuit_of_Happyness (da 2nd paragraph)

my sis bot da dvd years ago n it was UNTOUCHED…i presumed dat it was a boring movie…so boring dat it can actuali make me fall asleep watchin it…my perception changed one day…..da day where buf my bro n i was almost bored 2 death….there were no more dvds 2 watch..n so we made dat decision 2 watch it….

it is based on da memoirs of dis man….Chris Gardner, a homeless salesman-turned-stockbroker….he’s a millionaire nw…n da CEO of his own stockbrokerage firm, Gardner Rich & Co…

it all begins where Chris Gardner(will smith) n his 5-year-old son Christopher (played by smith’s son) lived in a small apartment having problems paying rents n debts….he was a salesman selling dis heavy portable bone density scanners, wic he actuali had 2 carry to where ever he goes (wit da fact da he had his car impounded as a result of parking in restricted areas)…his wife left him n his son wit sm reasons—–> a new job awaits her in New York n she had enuf of da life she was having…..later…chris’s had to move out of his apartment due to the reason that he could not pay the rent..he had to spend a night in prison for not paying his parking fines on da day before he had to go tru an interview at brokerage firm, Dean Witter Reynolds that promises employment to only ONE trainee at its conclusion….on da faithful day, he went for da interview with oni singlet, pants and a jacket….he was accepted and accept da internship witout being paid….he kept on selling da scanners n had 2 of his scanners stolen..later, chris had all his scanners sold wen he received a letter frm da inland revenue and had his money in da bank seized for tax….he was oni left wit a few dollars n eventually it left him and his son homeless….he had to spend nights sleeping in subway restrooms, in buses and began lining up at the Glide Memorial Church on daily basis in order to secure accomodations for the night…sometimes dey succeeded and smtimes dey r left out in da cold….chris found one of his scanners n it was damaged…he spend his time fixing da damaged scanner….donating blood to get cash (to buy da damage parts of da scanner)….studying for his exams under dim lights….finally, he had da scanner fixed and sold…he treated himself a nite in a hotel wit his son….in the end, he passed his exams….and succeeded in life…

MY FAV PART IN DA MOVIE

1. da part where his son told jokes..da boat n god joke..kaka

2. da part where his fren was reluctant 2 help him(wic made me realize how selfish smtimes da world is..uhm..although i realized dat a long time ago…HAHA=P)

3. da part where chris’s son asked: Did mom left bcuz of me? n chris answered: NO..dun ever think dat way….mum left bcuz of mum…..Christopher put his hand on his father’s face n sed: u r a good papa….

4. da part where chris entered da internship…admiring his courage…how he put ALL his effort in his work…”I will not have pause between my phone calls cause it can save me (duno-how-many) minutes. I drink less water so i could save 8 mintues going to da toilet.” “i had to learn to do my work fast…” (there’s a lot of quote frm da movies wic i kinda 4get…hehe)

5. da part where he had 2 force himself and his son to sleep in the toilet….where he did his best to let his son sleep n he was wide awake wit tears pouring down….

6. da part where he called ‘happYness’…he got his job after all his hard work n  his courage to face his life…..i ALMOST cried dis part….well…chris let out his tears of happYness wen da directors comfirm him as a trainee dere…..

DIS MOVIE MADE ME……

appreciate my own circumstances nw…being thankful, REALI thankful + grateful for wat i had….not to complain muc…n try not 2 b GREEDY n waste money on things i dun reali nid 2 haf…..HAHA…n uhm…my future..i REALI haf 2 work hard 4 my own future….my parents can only lead my 2 build up my own future..not 2 PROVIDE me my future…n i realized dat it is HARD 2 earn a living….etc etc etc…..

i strongly recommend dis movie!!!!!!!!!!

merry xmas pple!!!!=) my parents n sis is cummin bac frm laos 2day…..haha….juz wana blog bout smthin dat happened days ago..bwahahaha..dats wat i do…=P

23rd Dec 2008(Tues)

lessons end at 130…went parade 2 meet joe3, ben n jian at 2….went dere earlier n bot an elianto blusher….was on my way 2 watson wen i saw ben pointing at me..HAHAHA…gosh..missed her so muc..gave her a BIG BIG hug n went into watson 2 look 4 lipbalms AGAIN..haih..cant reali find ani…so joe, ben n me went 2 guardian…..i bot a toothbrush…hehe…but cant b able 2 find da lipblam(i saw 1 INTRESTING one frm cleo=P) n ben sed she wana buy smthin frm elianto…n so v went…on our way…v stopped watchin sm kind of WEIRD performance..was KINDA stunned dere..hehe…n den jian came wit her GOOD fren..kaka..n so to elianto v went…ben duno wat 2 buy…i was hungry…..so v haf lunch in sushi king…..well…im da 1 hu’s eatin actuali…hehe…

afta lunch we went inside 2 shops..jian wanted 2 buy clothes…hehe….wen to hiphop arena…jian bot a hers n i bot my tshirt…well..afta dat…went inside acewin..i decided 2 try on a few clothes…uhm…was kinda pursuading joe3 2 try on sm…she sed she’s lazy 2 try da clothes…hehe..wen jian n ben came bac frm da toilet…i asked jian 2 try on sm clothes…she agreed straight away….ben too….so i guess joe dun haf da choice…..hehe…took a few pics…=P

joe3 n mua…yea..she looks SWEEEET..hehe…see joe3!!hu says u r not photogenic????=P

wanted 2 buy dis…hehe…its my 2nd choice..

DIS..is my first choice…HEHE=P

jian ben n me=)

afta dat v went 2 a restaurant…4get its name..hehe….had icecream….

while waiting 4 da icecream…

da icecream….joe’s nails r striking..HAHA

ben n me…HEHE…i like dis pic..KAKAKA..xpeciali our xpressions…ben’s…HAHAHAHA

dats joe3

benita

jianai

jian fetch me bac 2 my dad’s off…….

THE END

supposed 2 go redang wit joe3,ben, hsin n jian…its a monsoon season..so v planned 2 go pangkor instead…before this….jian told me dat d a best date 2 go is on da 16th….cuz she n ben wil b busy on da xmas week…it so happens dat my dad wanted 2 bring da whole fam 2 bali..finally my dad cancelled da bali trip n he, my mum n sis went 2 laos 2day….i finished my xams on da 10th so it was quite late wen v r planning 4 da trip….i was quite xcited bout da trip at first…in da end sm of my frens had 2 cancel da plan cuz dey were busy…..dat left me n joe3  2 continue da trip….

buf of us made da arrangements ourselves(wit da help of joe’s fren in penang)….looked tru da hotels tru net…deciding da dates…wen da dates were set(17th to 18th)her fren helped us booked a hotel(oriental hotel)..oni rm84 per nite i think..hehe…n i bot da bus tickets…..i cant reali sleep dat nite before da trip….

on da real day (17th Dec 2008)…..

i woke up at 8…SUPPOSED to thre at 815….da bus wil b leavin at 830….but reached thre at 820..haha..waited 4 a while n saw joe3n her mum….da bus was ALMOST leaving wen v reached….went up da bus n  settled ourselves down…chatted all da way wen v r SUPPOSED 2 sleep…listened 2 few songs…n had sm of THOSE songs STUCK in my mind nw..THANX JOE3…-_-” haha…n she kept tellin me dat ‘beautiful gal’ -(its a song) is nice…kakaka..talked a LOT of stuf…n i think v talked 4 about 2hrs til v reached penang….well..if dats how long da journey is….wen v reached penang….at da bus station….joe’s stil tellin me da STORIES of hers..HAHA..dere’s a LOT of weird pple out thre..wic almost freaked us out..hehe..we waited outside da bus station wen joe’s fren called her n told her dat she’s gona reached…her mum took a day’s leave 2 bring us tour around penang…..

our first destination————> Queen’s Bay Mall

went 2 kim’s gary 4 breakfast…..oredered a bowl of noodles wen i actuali found out dat dere’s a HAIR inside…changed 4 another new wan..HAHA…n afta finishin my bowl of noodles…dat’s wen i started 2 feel dat im havin gastric…..but luckily ‘IT’ was gone..or else it destroyed my mood 4 SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!i planned 2 buy a LOT of stuff…haahaaa..wen v were shopping…joe sed dat she’s feelin SLEEPY…n ACCUSED me dat i stopped her frm sleeping on da bus…HAHAHAHA…..she ALMOST 4got dat she’s da 1 tellin me da stories of hers til i reminded her..BWAHAHAHAHA…..saw a few nice bags…but din managed 2 buy it…cuz it isnt da colour dat i wanted…

n at lasat we went 2 da super market….TO BUY SM SNACKS 4 da nite..HAHA…was kinda havin fun shoppin 4 snacks 2..whre joe3 almost scare me wen she took da WHOLE packet of cup noodles…..hehe….searched 4 chocolates…..took a packet of kitkat bites where joe3 asked ‘ENUF LARRRRRR?????’ bwahaha…n she ALMOST took a big bottle of 100 plus….haha=P

Next destination———–> KeK Lok Si TEMPLE (if dats da correct spelling..HAHA)

almost 4get 2 mention dat v joked bout visiting dat temple b4 it turned out 2 b a REALITY..HAHA….was mimicking me tellin my mum dat i visited da temple 2 pray so dat i’ll pass all my papers..HAHA..dats my ONLY wish nw…n i was aso tellin joe3 bout my DRY LIPS….told her dat i used vaseline n lipgloss…n she told me bout da science theory of hers bout lipgloss….uhm….she told me dat lipglosses had ‘GULA AIR’( translate it into cantonese) cuz its SWEET…HAHAHAHAHAHA…..n dats da joke-topic we always bring up wen i was searching 4 lipbalm…..=P

okok….bac 2 dat temple….reached thre at around 4 i THINK…walked around da temple….n as a matter of fact..i REALI PRAYED hoping 2 pass all my papers…NO JOKE…n SERIOUSLY…im stil thinking bout those papers…..i started my acca part 2 classes last tues(16th)…n its TAX….haih…

took a few pic around da temple….

HuManZ in PhOtoS

outside a building

inside da building wen v found DIS…its taller den US..*sigh*

us n da scenery of PENANG

supposed 2 looked weird..HAHA…i like da yellow flowers..=)

da place -full of flowers….

another self taken pic

me n da STATUE..it looks INTRESTING..HAHA

thEn————> OriEntaL HotEL

dats da end of da trip 2 dat temple…went 2 check in 2 our hotel at about 5 smthin….SUPPOSED 2 take a nap…but cant able 2 do SO….haha….

da hotel was ok..looks comfortable…..there’s dis MINI tv….2 single beds(wic haf a ‘HIGH’ pillow), a VERY COLD air conditioning system, a UNIQUE lamp (joe’s been tryin 2 on it…nah…UNSUCCESSFUL..kaKAKA), a mirror wic me n joe3 dun like cuz it made our skin looks awful=P…..n wen joe3 looked out da window…she was like: ‘WARH da scenery is damn ’NICE’!!!!!!!!!! i went 2 da window n looked out….we ended up LAUGHING….HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAA……there’s dis BURNT BUIDLING….n a few VERY OLD buildings….n can c perangin mall frm there…hmmm….QUITE memorable actuali..KAKAKA

joe3 took a bath…i was 2 lazy 2 bath…wasnt sweating aso…played hp games 4 a while…listening 2 songs….n i ate 2 packets of those granola bars….was hungry..HEHE…den v chat AGAIN…..later…v  stopped….TRY HARD 2 take a nap….on sm soothing songs….but STILL..we were WIDE awake…..we chat on bed till 7 smthin wen v get prepared 2 da nex destination……i put makeup…uhm…n i think i look awful….joe3 sed i put 2 muc eyeliner..HAHA

NItE ActIviTy————-> GuRnEy DrIvE

shopping again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!muahahahahahahahahahahaha…………first thing 2 do is 2 look 4 joe’s slipper..da shoes she’s wearing is making her feet blistered…i was like rushing her 2 buy slippers n she kept sayin ‘MAN MAN LEI’…HAHA…so i was looking 4 bags AGAIN…n looked 4 da suitable lipbalm AGAIN….n joe3 commented bout da lipbalm wit her ‘GULA AIR’ AGAIN….HAHA….n in da end i bot my lipbalm in skin food…went in a lot of shops…but cant reali find things dat is UP to our taste….

finally i saw dis bag wen joe3 was choosing slippers wit her fren….

was tryin 2 mms my sis askin wat she think bout it…n DAT place doesnt haf line….by da time wen my sis replied me….i din manage 2 get it….

wen it’s ABOUT 10…where all shops r closing…we leave da place…n took a pic under dis big xams tree…..

although i kinda look like a TORTISE in dis pic..hehe…i like dis pic da best…=)

afta dat….we went 2 EAT..ate a lot of stuf….frm laksa to fried kuay teow…frm rojak 2 smthin-dat-i-4get-its-name….drank coconut water….everythin seems spicy….haha…..n i was SOOOOOO FULL…den v took a walk on da street in dat area….joe’s fren’s mum bot sm fruits….i was SO full till i cant reali fill my stomach wit fruits..so i shared a honey dew wit joe3….juz took a few bites..i wonder how joe3 can finish it..she ate more den me…n i was SURPRISE..HAHAHA…cuz i think NORMALLY i ate mre den her….sitting thre wit da sea breeze…made me feel sleepy….HAHA…went bac to da hotel afta dat….

bAcK————> tO OriEnTaL HotEL AGAIN

i took a bath n it was freezing…..we were stil so full so we dun reali feel like eating those cup noodles….dat nite….i was messing up joe’s hair….was tryin 2 tie her hair into a bun so dat her hair will bcum curly..like wat tami tot me..n like wat i tot my sis…..was so FUNI..kakakaka….n we CHAT AGAIN…there’s a lot of stuf v can talk about…v talked n talked n talked till buf of us was like lying on da bed…n v were STILL TALKING…..i told her bout my life in kompas…n bout dat guy hu annoyed me….hehe…..n talked bout our primary skul memories…well…practically i was da 1 hu did all da talking dat nite…i guess she had finished her stories earlier…HAHAHA…n FINALLY….v slept…

i cant reali sleep well dat nite…it was FREEZING….n dat HIGH pillow was aching my NECK…..

NEXT MORNING……..

18th Dec 2008

my dad called me early morning…..tellin me dat he n mum n bro wil b goin 2 kl…n wanted me 2 comfirm wit him wat time im goin hm n try 2 ask joe’s mum 2 fetch me bac 2 off etc etc etc…..so dat fon call made me WIDE awake..so i begin packing…n dat fon call made joe3 awake 2..hehe…it was around 8 dat time…so buf of us pack our stuf n bgan 2 get ready 4 our final destination…joe’s fren came 2 meet us at about 10….hehe…n 3 of us walked 2 perangin mall…

FINAL DESTINATION————> PeRaNGiN MaLL

tel u wat..it was almost 11 n majority of da shops r still closed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!we haf breakfast in da foodcourt….quite ok….n all of sudden we were talkin bout ester….n 3 of us were like tryin 2 refresh bac our memories…HAHA…we wonder around in popular since most shops r closed….found quite a lot of books dat i wana buy..but i stil haf a stack of books at home waiting 4 me 2 read…borrowed it frm cynthia….hehe…..i search 4 da spm science reference book n looked 4 da ‘ester’ topic..hehe…then afta messing around in popular…..we went shopping…dis is da day where me n joe3 did da REAL shopping..hehe….i bot a bag….its dark blue…joe3 bot a jeans….en buf of us bot da same sweater…wic i liked it…hehe..n dat sweater n my bag is flying across m’sia 2 laos nw..HAHA..cuz my sis is using dem..=P

at last..there’s my LAST bday pressie i guess..its frm joe3…a hp pouch….i choose it myself=) n me like it..haha….finally…we had lunch there..i ordered carbonara spaghetti….i liked da side dished..mushroom soup n garlic bread…..hehe…..den joe’s fren’s aunt fetch us to da bus station…..joe3 n me din reali chat a lot…was 2 tired 2 speak..haha…but managed 2 take da last photo of our trip…..

n dis..i took witout HER noeing..HAHAHA..looked wat da sun did 2 HER…dun KILL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!KAKAKAKA…im so EVIL….hehehe…=P

so..dats it…my 2 days trip 2 penang..oni 2 of us…but its FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!a memorable 1 2…=)

i borrowed sm dvds frm cynthia afta my xams……n one of it is penelope……well…its about a pig-faced gal…inherited a curse frm her duno-how-many great grand dad…..it is sed dat da curse will be broken if she married a guy of her ’same kind’….u see…there’s dis scene wen da male lead(james mcavoy) played a song on piano…it was SO BEAUTIFULLY played…couldnt reali xplain it in words…i searched everywhre 4  dat song…*sigh* n now da song is stuck in my mind….i luv it….watched da movie 4  3 times nw…..

here’s da link 2 da scene….u shud watch!!!!!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F1Tjjo4GvFg&feature=related

well…i finished my CAT xam on da 10th….KINDA relaxed ady….but thinkin bac da papers dat i sat (wit all those stupid answers and craps ive written)..no doubt i feel tense all over again..i wont even ‘REST’ IN PEACE….still WIDE awake every nite…let me comment bout da papers dat i sat…

starting wit(1st dec 2008) T6: accounting….but higher standard…..i cant balance da first 2 core ques…but i wont fail dis paper….dis sitting’s paper is cosidered easy….

den..(2nd dec 2008) T7: COSTING….is like my LEAST fav sub….i duno wat i did….n how i did it…i dun feel sked bout failing dis paper….but…dun b surprise if u get 2 noe dat i”ve failed dis paper..n IF i fail…i wonder hw mr.robert will react..haha..cuz i told him dat dis paper was OKAY….went kompas wit cnthia juz nw 2 enquire bout da acca part 2 intake…den TERSEREMPAK mr.robert…hehe…

5th Dec 2008 T5: smthin bout managing people n stuf like dat….FULL THEORY paper..consists oif 5 ques…20marks EACH..n im oni familiar wit ONE PATHETIC question….i crap al da way in dis paper…scribbling wat i THINK on my ans booklet..HAIH….screwed it…i WONT b surprise IF i get 2 noe dat i FAIL…well..THANX 2 my FIVE days preparation 4 dis paper…IF i fail…i DESERVED IT…

9th Dec 2008 T9: TAXATION…..ive NO IDEA bout tax….since frm da day i started learnin things bout TAX….i was dreamin in class…another serve-me-right situation….oni started revising a few days b4 da REAL xam….dat wasnt even me sitting like a GUD gal revising 24/7…..n i HAF NO idea wat i wrote in my ans booklet…stil wonderin bout da format n da tiny-miny things…bout IBE, royalties etc etc etc….

10th Dec 2008 T10: MYWORSTPAPEREVER…..well…other den T5….da 1st ques reali sux….ive REALI REALI NO IDEA wat ive written dere…da other ques…i haf no idea aso..its like ALMOST da WHOLE paper i duno hw 2 do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im very afraid 2 haf my papers fail…xpeciali dis one…at least t5 i can crap smthin….i can HARDLY crap smthin out frm dis paper….so wat im gona do nw is…PRAY HARD….i dun 1 2 haf ONE paper fail 2 b da barrier 4 me 2 take acca part 2…..so PRAY HARD!!!!PRAY HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!n PRAY HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xams preparation

i had my xams countdown…

okay…it was 3 mre days left wen i took dis pic…

n my xam ‘planner’

uhm….n i was bored halfway readin my t5 THEORY….n so…dis THING xsists…[pic downthere]

haha….n nw….time 4 me 2 reveal my xam ‘lucky’ charms….

xam ‘lucky’ charm

1st of all…my pencil dat ive used 4 3 of my MAJOR xams….PMR,SPM n CAT….

da PINK sticker is frm tammy….gave me wen v were in form5…..its not dat dis pencil made me ‘lucky’ larh….but ive been usin dis pencil ever since i get those results 4 pmr n spm….lets hope it HELPS me 2 PASS my CAT papers…haha…as i rmb….joe, hsin n me used 2 haf da SAME pencil…a MILKY PINK PILOT SHAKER….joe n me lost ours…so i bought dis milky blue one…accountants sed dat PENCIL r not FIXED assets….haha…but mine can ALMOST consider as a fixed asset ady….ive been usin it 4 more den 1 year….oh well…4get bout da price..haha…notice da book bhind it…ITS MY T5 TEXTBOOK..haih…

den…my CALCULATOR

those stickers r frm tammy AGAIN….haha..dis is like da MOST IMPORTANT asset of mine…ahahaha….used it 4 spm n CAT…wudnt enter da xam hall witout dis…kakaka….owh..not 4gettin da ‘baochunlai’-in mandarin sticker above it where pple(hu doesnt noe chinese) tot dat it was my mandarin name….haha

n last but NOT least…MY BRAIN…NO BRAIN NO XAM….thanx 2 my BRAIN i can CRAP da ans 4 SOME papers..haha

on my T6 XAM EVE….my sis went 2 her colleague wed…..bot nac sm JELLY….ive nothin 2 o n i turned it into DIS——->

n a few days later…my bro saw DAT…n THEN….he turned IT into DIS——>

HAHAHA

now lets get bac 2 those days b4 my xams….

12th NOV 2008

my parents told me dat dey r goin kampar….i was SOOOOOO HAPI!!!!!!!!!!!i shouted n told dem dat i wana follow….its been a long time since i saw tammy n za…..so v were plannin 2 go there at about 430….but kinda late wen v reached there…n it was SO dark(wuz goin 2 rain)..haha…i had no idea where tami n za stayed….n i phoned dem askin dem where…dey sed shophouses….n my parents went so far frm da place dey stay….so dey had 2 walk 2 meet me…n my parents was waiting wit me…i was SO nervous…my dad’s gona b late 4 his appointment wit his client….he can yell at me anitime…n yet tami n za hasnt arrived….i asked my parents 2 go but dey insist….AND SO….WE WAIT….finally…v saw 3 petite figure cummin towards us…i was so relieved…haha…n so tami za n their fren n me walked bac 2 their shophouse….luckily it wasnt raining wen v were walkin….i reached their room…gave tammy her bday pressie(its her bday on da 18th)…chatted 4 a while b4 da rain started POURING….n da rain water was like ’waterfall’ rushin in tru da windows….za was like shouting OMG!!OMG!!!!(like she ALWAYS does-_-”) n beginning 2 close da windows…n it was STILL LEAKING…..i took a video of hers..hahax….

DA LEAKING WINDOW

den den i found a STACK of old rags on da floor n helped za squeezing da water into a pail…

da ‘STACK’ of rags…n RAIN WATER

za get da mops….stil sayin OMG OMG…haha=P wen she was HAPPILY moping….

n ALL OF SUDDEN….

dat THING BROKE….AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA….n 3 of us was like LAUGHIN n LAUGHIN n LAUGHIN….

took another pic of za wit dat ‘ARTWORK’ of hers..hehe

later..afta settling those mess….we sat down n cdhat again…n den v began 2 search 4 videos in utube…..listened 2 music played tru my fon…n sing songs 2gether…*sigh*..its been a LONG time since v last did dat…i missed it SO badly….v talked bout PERSONAL problems….n stuf like dat….later..my mum called..da REAL plan is dat my parents are bringing us out 4 dinner…but since we r not done wit da talkin…v went 4 dinner ourselves instead..

took these photos b4 dinner

me n tammy dear..okay..my face looks weird…

me n za dear…

me n joey dear…..

n da 4 of us….

went 2 a cafe…i ordered fried rice….n v continue talkin n talkin in dat cafe wen my mum called sayin dat she bot a bday cake 4 tammy…..den v celebrate tammy’s EARLY bday in dat cafe…v were acting as if da cafe was ours..haha….i videoed every moment of it….frm da time v sang bday song,tammy made 3 of her bday wishes, cutting da cake till feeding her da cake(where za purposely put icing on tammy’s face n tammy took revenge..HAHAHA)

da bday cake n us….

well..afta dat…i gtg…parents were waiting 4 me..tammy seems touched..haha…on da way bac 2 where my parents were waiting…we sang ‘Fall For You’ by 2ndhand serenade..honestly….i felt like cryin dat time….*sigh* i reali missed da old times…..it was SO muc better bac den….took a pic on da street of kampar…

wen i was inside da car…..dat song was stil playin in my head over n over again…

13th Nov 2008

its cynthia’s bday!!!!!went out 2 haf a movie wit her….cant treat her 4 lunch cuz she’s collecting her new vios..we watched madagascar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!its da 1st day on screen..OMG…u juz cant imagine how muc i LAUGHED in da cinema!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAHAHA…..but it was a bit yucky in sm parts…haha…but b4 dat….v went 2 da photo booth 2 take sm pics….hehe….afta everythin she fetched me bac….

BAC 2 TODAY AGAIN

im currently listenin 2 ‘do u rmb’ by aaron carter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!it REALI REALI REMINDS me of da time v practise 4 tchers DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i missed it DEEPLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MISSED IT!!!!!MISSED IT!!!!!!MISSSSSSEEEEDDD IIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!all da dancing, da laugher, n all da hardwork n effort v put in dat dance……haih…its already ONE year i’d left mgs…but still…i missed every moments there…wen i gt bac home..im gonna search 4 da video of our dance…..i feel like dancing again..haha..oui pple!!!!lets gather n dance again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!kakaka…but i stil rmb there r sm mistakes i did in dat dance…haha…ALWAYS happens…weneva i wanted perfection….it wudnt turn out perfect…..but im tryin my BEST 2 make sure dat it’ll turn out da way i wanted it 2 be…..same principal applies in my life nw….haih…..

MY TO DO LIST AFTA XAM

1. watch supernatural season 3

2. update my piano n guitar skills (violin tak boleh diharap animre..haha…i haven even replaced da broken string)

3. sleep more

4. go 4 holidays

5. watch lots n lots n lots of movies….

etc etc etc….

haih………………………………………….

i received my FIRST bday present frm cynthia…ive mentioned it b4..HAHA…plus da sushi king ‘early dinner’..hehe

 

 27th oct 2008

i received a sms frm karmun..askin wat’s my add n whether im free or not…i told her everythin n den tammy came askin me da same question..haha….karmun wanted 2 drop by my hse 2 giv me my bday present!!!!its so nice of her…DAT is wat i call SINCERE….dis is wat she and tammy gave me…

the lovely bday card

msg frm tammy..TAMMY!!!!!aku cinta padamu juga!!!!MUAHAHAHA=P luv her LOADZS!!!!!!!!!!!

i knew her since primary….started 2 get close wen v sat da SAME bus..i think…HAHA…cant 4get da times v had 2gether…..n our frenship continues till NOW…..n there’s a LONG way ahead…..

msg frm karmun dear....well...like wat she sed.....v started 2 get close bcuz of dat TAMMY CORNWELL..HAHA....n im lucky 2 haf her as a fren 2!!!!!!!

 

da present

dey folded da stars in this bottle themselves!!!!!SEE pple..dis is SINCERITY…i like it VERY MUC!!!!it doesnt cost muc BUT…..im touched bcuz its HANDMADE….cant find elsewhere..n dats da thing dat make it unique..thanx guys!!!!luv ya!!!!!

went 2 sleep early on my bday eve…..on da next morning….

28th oct 2008(da BIG day)

i woke up n there r 2 miss calls n 7 msges…..

miss calls: JOEEE n MEIPING

MSGES: my juniors, ex tution frens, coll frens, ex-skul frens..lazy wana list da name…..

more msges came later dat day….plus all da bday wishes frm sm unknown pple frm frensta n facebook….n pple i noe frm frensta n facebook….2 all of u…THANX 4 da bday wishes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my aunts n uncle came down 2 ipoh…so we went 2 haf a dinner at nite….spend almost rm200…..aunt paid da bill..HAHA…my maid will b cummin home..

i was watchin dis drama wit my family dat nite…waitin time 2 pass when dis surprise phone call came..it’s BENITA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i was SO xcited 2 hear her voice….n frm da moment i speak wit her….smhw or rather i thought dat she was CRYIN….i asked her over and over again whether she’s ok or not….n over n over again she told me dat she was ok…HAHA…honestly….uhm…i felt dat buf of us were like a BIT ‘kekok’ talkin 2 each other…..was usin da phone on da dry kitchen….my family members walkin tru n fro..da sound of da drama was booming all da way..door got slamming…family members talkin with dat ‘almost-shouting’ kind of tone….so as a conclusion..i kinda lost focus on wat she’s tellin me….n da line was kinda bad i think…it made da things she said sounded blur..n dat made me kept sayin ’HUH??’, ‘WAT???’, ‘UH…..HUUUHHHH??????’, ‘SORI..CANT REALI HEAR WAT U SED..’ over n over again….n she had da aussie slang ady…wic actuali made me quite uncomfortable talkin….haha…..was talkin half way wen my mum sed its time 2 fetch my maid…..i wanted 2 stay on da phone longer…BUT…..gotta go..haha…wateva izit…no matter how far v r….frenship is da thing da bond us 2gether….all i wan 2 say is dat..BENITA!!!!thanx 4 calling!!!!reali dun xpect dat…thanx aniway!!!haha..REALI miss u A LOT..n hopefully i can c u in dis DEC!!!!!luv ya loads n loads n loads!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!n wen i reached home….si peiyen itu wished me…tellin me dat i MUST go bac 2 mgs on da 4th of nov(hari penghargaan)….n she claimed da JOE JONAS wil b there…*sigh* peiyen…STOP DREAMIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!my bday didnt reali end here…

4th nov 2008

went bac 2 mgs 2 day….where my juniors told me dat dey had a surprise 4 me…HAHA..im hapi 2 c dem..its gud 2 b bac in mgs AGAIN….i bot kityi a cake cuz on da 5th is her bday……i made her a bday card….dey wanted 2 giv me a ’surprise’ bday party….but i wasnt reali surprise…cuz smhw i noe dat dey r gona giv me one….HAHA…so v haf 2 cakes dat day….one 4 me n 1 4 kityi…..was reali havin fun….HAHA….da f5 seniors was dere 2…sang bday song LOUDLY inside da library workroom(where da party was held in)……blowing candles witout firing dem…HAHA…ate bday cake bhind da cupboard (hoping da mrs lee(da principal) doesnt noes)…..v r juz GREAT in breaking skul rules..after dat….dey gave me da present…DA ALL MIGHTY GINGERBREAD MAN..MUAHAHAHAHA…

da head of da gingerbread man....CUTE RITE?????HAHA

a bigger version of ME n IT!!!CUTE RITE??!!CUTE RITEE???!!!!=P

LOOOOKKK!!!!it has hearts 4 its CHEEKS!!!muaAHHAHA...

was supposed 2 show u da ’sleeping’ hat (wateva dey call it)..but cant manage 2 capture it though…but u can c da round thingy im holding rite???HAHA

 

a pic of me n IT

pple look!!!im kissin it...MUAHAHAHA*evilgrin*...n melissa..i will HUD it wen im sleepin.....sampai my air liur MELELEH all over it..HAHA=P

AANNNNNDDDDDDD....AWWWW!!!i LUV it!!!!muahahahaa..=P

after da cake eatin ceremony…..all of dem went bac 2 class..i went 2 da upper hall..n played da piano…watchin da f3s practisin thier ‘miss mgs’ thingy….later…jie yan n kityi came..givin me my 2nd bday card of dis year….

da card...smhw da CAT reminds me of jieyan....dun ask WHY..HAHA

da overall inner part of da card.....

a msg frm jieyan….frm ds msg onwards..u’ll realise dat dey wanted ME 2 haf a bf SO BADLY…-_-”

see DAT BIG BIG JOE JONAS word???dis is da gal hu CLAIMED dat she’s MRS JOE JONAS….n she sed dat JOE JONAS will visit mgs….-____-”

haha...DIS is da 1 wic i cant stop laughin readin it....she wana bcum my BF worh...HAHAHA..wat LARH!!!!

msg frm kityi(da playful wan) n melissa(another self-claimer of mrs jonas...siapa rampas siapa???HAHA)..luv u guys!!=P

frm jelyn….i’ll miss u…=P

dis is frm joey..HAHA….dun wori….i wont b yuentheng’s GF larh….HAHAHA..SAKAI =P

ANNDDDD…last but not least….eewei!!-_-” i dun nid ur sis 2 find me a BF…i can do DAT myself….but THANX aniway..HAHA=P

 so…dis is it..it is why i luv my juniors n frens SO muc…different personalities n different styles…all unique in their own ways…HAHA…there…it’s FINALLY OVER….thanx 4 all ur efforts guys…..luv ALL of u LOADZ..i’ll cum bac 2 mgs wenever i can!!!!!MUAX MUAX MUAX!!!!!!

my 18th bday still givs me sweet memories although im not in high skul animre….i enjoyed myself in every second of it….not bad eh???another memory worth remembering…=)

SIGNED: KUENMAY

its finally OVER..my T4 xams…dated on da 23rd of oct…was a day i WILL NEVER EVER 4get in my entire LIFE….well…i passed da xams okay…but there r stil sm feeling of disappointment….cant reali point fingers right now…but..yea..at LEAST i passed….68 marks..frankly..i aimed 2 score higher…finished da WHOLE passed year papers n rev kit…i duno wat happened….n i reali wished i noe wat happened…i finished dat xam 30 minutes earlier n i checked my ans 4 3 times ady…n every ques i did was ALMOST da same as da ques i once did…but stil…*sigh* ,……..da bad thing bout CBE (Computer Based Exams) is dat u’ll neva noe wat went wrong in da way u ans ur ques…..mayb its reali bcuz i dun haf enuf time 2 study cuz da previous 2 months i’ve been busy helpin my dad wit his books….or mayb its bcuz i used da wrong method of studyin….or mayb i interpreted da ques wrongly….or mayb luck isnt wit me….there’s is a THOUSAND REASONS bhind dis..but there is ONE reason why i haf 2 study harder 4 my cummin 5 papers in dec…..haf 2 pass these papers 2 continue acca nex year..*sigh* i reali couldnt blif wat i saw on da comp screen dat i used 4 my xams….but sooner or later i haf 2 accept it….”KUENMAY!!!!!BE STRONG!!!YOU CAN DO IT!!”yea…dats wat i tel myself EVERYTIME…its reali easier sed den done…well..after my xams..luckily i haf a GG day wit my BBF….if it wasnt bcuz of her…im sure i’ll b *SIGH-ing* ALL DAY….

we went jj…wearin da same tshirt n everythin….HAHAHA..n u noe wat???she bot me my bday pressie!!!!!!!!!~i liked it very2 muc…honestly…..its a MEANINGFUL bday pressie 4 me…haha….its smthin like a keychain..~~~~description??——>hahaha…its PRIVATE=P den v went sushi king 2 haf an EARLY dinner…finished xams at 4.30 so wen v reached there it was about 4.50…..she paid da bill 4 me..HAHAHA……den we lepak around jj lookin 4 GG’s stuf n was lookin 4 SM KIND OF WOOD 2 paint..n v even endin up buyin da same earrings….hehe… den….i went 2 her hse!!!!dis is da FIRST time visiting her house!!!!!honestly…her house is nice….very clean aso..hehe..she took me 4 a lil’ tour in her hse…show me all her stuf…..n v reali haf a splendid GG day…muahahaha…..n took sm SILLY pis there…..den she fetched me bac hm..n dat was her FIRST time steppin feet into my hse….HAHAHA….

okok….bac 2 da ANOTHER BAD PART of my day…juz 4get bout it…at da end of it…..its like a part of my day was made better by my BBF…HAHAHA…xpeciali wen i say da keychain SHE gt me..=) thanx BBF!!!!=P

n i had a WEIRD dream dat nite…HAHAHA

hey dear…..read your blog….i noe it is hard 2 4get sm1….but sm1 like him is not worth missin….well…..yeah….it all started SWEETLY..but hey….PEOPLE CHANGED….guys like him changed….i felt like CRYIN wen i read ur blog…seriously…guys like dat DONT..i repeat….DONT deserve a girl like u…..honestly…im sure at those times wen u r wit him…u saw dat REAL him..dont try 2 deny da REAL him u saw….no mre lying 2 urself….face da fact n keep moving on….juz take dis as an experience so u could b tougher nex time….if u wana miss him….fine …go ahead…wen time passed….im sure u’re gona 4get him….it is worth 2 rmb sweet memories…..but pls rmb those wic wil bring smile on ur face…not tears…..like hw v used 2 b 2gether last time…..gossipin bout pple….sakai-ing around everywhere v go…..laugh out loud weneva v wana b no matter where v r…..sing songs….tellin our past experiences n problems….chattin in class…goin crazy wit da malay gals in our class…kutuk-ing our tchers….painting da wall of 3 eagle 4 our rumah hantu (wic v r So proud of da HANTU v painted)…eating 2gether..BREAKING RECORDS….hw v think of all tactics 2 skip classes…..breaking skul rules….etc etc etc….dis r da memories dat r worth rememberin till nw….wont bring ani tears, but stil wil miss it smhw….at least i did…

let me cheer u up wit dis~ur condition r SO good…..sure there’s a LOT of guys hu r after u…open ur heart to others….mayb there’s another better one rite????=)

watever happens..i’ll always here 4 u…..although u din tel me muc bout THESE THINGS…i understand better after readin ur blog….well…..not oni me….u stil haf a BUNCH of frens hu stil care about u….KAHMUN, ZA, JOEY n of cuz…..KUENMAY will always b there 4 u….v will bac u up….if u r sad…v r sad…if u r happy..v r happy…..if u jump…urh…v ask u NOT 2 jump..HAHA….everythin u do….v’ll do da same (except smthin dat wil endanger our lives…=P)….dis is because….WE LOVEEEE YOUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i ASSURE u dat we love u more den he does…..at least….we WONT hurt u like he DOES…urgh…F*CK him…i neva use suc word in my entire life…..dis shows hw i HATED HIM 4 hurtin u like dat…..dun blame me =) its ALL HIS FAULT….

btw…i wan u 2 listen 2 dis song….juz ‘anggap’ dat i sing dis song 2 u larh…haha…i’ll send da song 2 u…rmb 2 check ur mail…
‘Open Your Eyes To Love’ by LMNT

Love Ya LOADZ!!!!!STAY STRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~LOVE, KuEnMay~

Day 1

well….da day i waited had FINALLY arrived….its my trip 2 singapore!!!!(wit my sis)…it was BEIJING OLYMPIC (08-08-2008) wen i depart….woke up at 8 i THINK….arrived at da station at 9….bus departed at around 930…..watched movie all da way 2 singapore…haha….i juz cant blif dat i actuali watched HANNAH MONTANA…n kinda like it…urgh…*stomp feet*juz cant blif it!!!haahahaaaa…..but da series r quite funi actuali….n din reali made me BORED…..got la a few more movies……juz hated 2 wait in da custom..there was a LONG QUE!!!!wasted my time..ish ish….

reached singpore at around 730…met my 2 sis’s frens….den v went 4 dinner at a seafood restaurant….ate a very very big crab wit noodles wic had soup tasted like mushroom cream soup..*mmmmmm….smacking lips*a few more dishes (kangkung wit belacanstingray, n a-pot-of-stuf-dat-i-duno-wat-it’s-called)…we were 2 xhausted afta dinner..so v ended up at meeking’s (1 of my sis’s fren) hse watchin da opening ceremony of BEIJING OLYMPICS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!juz truly respect china!!!!!dey r superb….man!!i juz luv it wen dat guy flew 2 lit da torch!!!!!(wic i swear i saw dat in my DREAMS)…im REALI pround of CHINA!!!!!china ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Day 2

woke up at about 9……ate a man made wanton noodles…yummy=)…went to sentosa island 2day…it was fun…xcept 4 SOME pple hu was tryin 2 BOSS around..urgh…n dat was ANNOYING…..first…walked along da beach….took a few pics…..den get a drink..it was VERY HOT n SUNNY…..den v went 2 da underwater world….nothin special…den went 2 da pink dolphin show under da HOT sun….da dolphins r cute..haha….den went 4 luge..da BEST one eva..haha..it was smthin dat u sit on n go all da way down da ‘hill’….=P n i was laughing all da way down..haha….

den…v went 2 a place (i duno wats its name)..smwhere u had da merlion n u haf 2 walk all da wayt up…i think it’s smwhere inside da sentosa island too..haha..aniway..v took a few pics n left…..den went shoppin 4 da rest of da day…stop by at ‘the asian kitchen’ in da shoppin centre 4 dinner…was SUMPTOUS too…hehe…

Day 3

plan 2 go 4 ‘flyin fox’ n stuf like dat 2ay…but wen v got 2 da location…it looks like it was goin 2 rain…so in da end..v ended shoppin instead….went 2 bugis till night…juz shoppin da whole day….went a place (4get da name too) but there’s a lot of rest n pubs n there’s a river..haha….walked all day makes my leg sore…took a lot of pics n videos 4 mum n dad 2 see…urgh…but reali knt tahan dat ‘person’ larh…..juz wonderin wether ‘dat person’ noes hw 2 go 4 a holiday or not…dis dun wan..dat dun wan….wat aso dun wan..oni wan 2 eat n sleep..*sigh* HUMANS…haha..

Day 4

balik kampung(as in ipoh,my hometown..haha)..depart at 1230…watched HANNAH MONTANA..n a unique story (mr duno-wat emporium)..dat movie is nice…..den watched sm sort of mystery movie (the curse of king tutankhanum’s tomb)*i think*…hehe….went bac hm at ard 730…ordered mcd…mum’s not home yet….hehe..n i CANT sleep at nite…urgh….

Dated: 28th July 2008

It had been signed…=) We chat….

well….my accounts tcher had talked bout dis new fren i knew in class..quite a LOT of times u see…haha..so dat reali made me VERY EAGER 2 meet her….haha…she called me the day before my t2 xams….i was REALI nervous dat day….cuz costing IS not one of my fav sub…in fact….da weakest i think (other den t9.,.haha)okok..cut dat crap…she told me dat dis gl wil b bringing those text books dat she helped us 2 photostat… n she called me 2 watch out 4 her..hahaha…n so…..dat day came….

dated: 1st July 2008

after class..me n my other kompas frens were sitting on da couch in front of da kompas (da lobby)…waiting time to pass..i was nervous like HELL….den i saw a gal bringin bunch of books…haha..den i started interpreting dat it was HER…i went straight to her n help her wit those books (thick n heavy i rmbed..=P)n bgan distributing 2 my other 2 frens…..i duno y..but all of SUDDEN i took out y hand n started 2 introduce myself..haha…was so funi n awkward….n she told me her name….i sat bac on da couch n she sat at the counter….i was wondering wat to say….n juz shooting sm ‘no-point’ ques at her….n she JUZ answered…i was feeling dat she was JUZ answering my ques..NOTHIN else…v exchanged phone numbers…den i kept quiet…..wel den..she bgan 2 talk to me!!haha..asking dat shud we go upstairs n wait…cuz she was there 4 xams yest n she went up early n started her xams earlier….n frm dat onwards..v could talk QUITE normally…n so….v went upstairs….started da xams earlier….da stupid thing was dat WE couldnt get our results…haha….wen i went bac 2 my dad’s office..she msged me….about da results..ok..well…honestly…..im gonna THANK 2 ‘things’ dat actuali brougt us 2gether….1st: ms wong (my accounts tcher) 2nd: da stupid results…if it wasnt da results…we wont began 2 sms each other..hahaha……

basically…v started chatting evrything bout results….i still rmb dat our xams ended on a thurs…n v r supposed 2  out 4 a movie(ms wong told me n i feel like goin)….but i cant recalled y i couldnt go…but in da end she aso told me dat it was cancelled…..but ms wong n her was goin out wit sm other guy…so i feel a bit awkward 2…=P..n den…buf of us planned 2 watch a movie on sat….GET SMART..muahaha…it was hilarious…..ok…b4 da movie….v had a LOT of time…..v ate secret recipe…i treated her…cuz she fetched me home all da way frm jj..so feelin guilty n treated her instead..haha….da move started at 415 i THINK..haha…oh…b4 eatin secret recipe…we went mph….i never noe dat she loved novels too!!!!!dis was da day i got to noe her better….i had learnt dat v reali had a LOT of things in common…haha…v talked bout movies n actor n actess n songs….clothes..body stuff…..juz ALMOST EVERYTHING!!!!v juz can talk!!!!she told me bout all her trips to various countries…its juz..*sigh*juz a conclusion: WE JUZ CANT STOP TALKING

haha…it seems dat frm da day v hang out….v cant stop sms-ing each other….my credit kept showing da BIG NEGATIVE sign….haha….n so…v plan to chat tru net instead..tru net..v talked bout our families, MONEY PROBLEMS was basically da BIGGEST ISSUE among us..haha….n v talked bout our old frens….den sudd change to hp….another conclusion: WE TALK BOUT EVERYTHIN…..

n there was dis time…v planned smthin..smthin between ONLY us….da 2 stuf….n so v began planning wen to buy it…..i was wearing dat ’stuff’ everyday by now….=P n had printed da other ’stuff’….i think dat dis 2 stuff had made me feel dat she’s special (besides herself)…haha….honestly…tis is not oni da thing she made me realise….she made me how to treat pple NICELY as dey will treat us bac like dis…she aso made me to feel gud bout others..not having doubts..cuz she’s dat kind of person dat can easily mix wit others n can trust others easily (i think..=P)well…i juz duno hw 2 put in out in words…but i definately understand it myself….

im goin to make sure dat i get to noe more things bout her before im proud to say aloud that ‘I NOE HER MORE DEN ANY1 DOES’…well..mayb after her MUM..haha….well..it’s juz like i’ve found another ‘copy’ of myself…n im proud to say I HAD FOUND A TRU FREN…although we had noe each other 4 juz a SHORT time….its a miracle dat v can get dis close…juz hope dat our friendship will never haf an ending….

the person that i’ve been talkin about is CYNTHIA WAN….

TO CYNTHIA: if u happen to read my blog…i juz wana tel u dat i’m PROUD to haf u as my fren!!!!

~i will not put ‘the end’ here…cuz there’s gona b more 4 me 2 write bout us….instead….im gonna put…..

***TO BE CONTINUED………………………..

haha…i’ve been WAITING 4 dis….woke up at 6.40 n reached skul at about 7.20…haha…met all my frens…im so HAPI!!!muahaha…well….da speech was INDEED BORING..xpecialli dr.ting’s…~SHHHHHHH……………~muahaha…..so v haf a LIL’ ‘TRIP’ 2 da toilet…haha…n met mr.cheang on da way….wakaka….i ACTUALI timed hw long dr.ting was speaking….it was 20MINUTES n 49SECONDS…haha….den here it goes..da PRIZE GIVING CEREMONY…..i got 2 certs….of 4 spm n da other 4 da sej thingy…..afta da prize givin ceremony….joe,hsin n bigjing went 2 da library n claim our money……i got rm60…haha….dat SUI bigjing arh….got rm120!!!*sigh*she’s da top art student…get highest 4 science,moral & econs….JEALOUSNYA….haha….v met all our tchers…reali miss dem terribly……v had a BIG chat n went 2 da canteen 4 FOOD…..wow..i was SO FULL…..haha…seems like my tummy get SMALLER ady……after evrythin at about 1.35, v proceed our ‘JOURNEY’ 2 parade…*sigh* shud meet eerene there but she din turn up n din reply my msg….aniway….we were juz window shopping….but i bot a skirt…..haha…v walked n walked n walked n took pics….den FINALLY settled down in kopitiam….ordered sm sour ice thingy..but da service was kinda BAD….20min later hsin’s dad came n so v cancelled da orders…..

THE END OF PART ONE

PART 2

im kinda upset of wat happened in da librarian board…things like dat neva happen b4 in history…..*sigh* wat happened HAD already happened…there’s no way turnin back…but POEPLE….no matter wat…u had already been CHOSEN…so juz accept it…..da tchers muz haf a reason to do dat…..n u muz understand da feelings of ur juniors too….dey r feeling juz da same like hw u feel too….mayb dey even think dat dey doesnt deserve to b in dat post….juz haf faith in dem….REMEMBER…..LIBRARIANS ARE FULL OF SUPRISES…

dats all 4 2day!!!!sadly…its gonna b one of my LAST SPEEH DAY TOO….*sobx*joe wil b goin 2 kl n hsin is goin 2 penang…jian is here in ipoh….gona go on our seperate ways den…HOPE 2 SEE DA BEST OUT OF U GUYS!!!!!LUV YA LOADZ!!!!!!!KEEP IN TOUCH!!!!!!!!!

*SIGH*

dad bot us to sm sort of charity welfare 4 da earthquake in sichuan 2days ago….he donated RM3k….i was kinda sori 4 those pple there…*sigh*..it was kinda sad actuali..loosin da ones dat u LOVED…honestly..i reali admired da CHINESE….dey REALI stand up 4 each other in their country…unlike here…i read a a piece of news…da pple of china reali qued up to donate blood 2 da victims….i was kinda touched wen one of them sed dat if she cant donate 2day, she’l cum again 2morrow….she added: ‘Although im poor, at least dis is wat i can do 2 help da victims’…reali hope 2 c muc of these pple in m’sia…..

bac to 2 charity stuf…there were these chinese pple (came frm china)…dey performed without asking for a SINGLE cent…as a gratitute to us hu donated….there were acrobats n a violinist…he was superb…..i juz loved al the songs he played….full of emotions…xpeciali ‘liang zhu’ n da soundtrack frm the myth…..n honestly..dis is da first time i saw sm1 playin suc wonderful melody LIVE…chinese acrobats are da BEST…..LOVE CHINA!!!

haha..dis is aso da day when pple lined up till midnite 2 fill in their tanks…haha….=P

specially dedicated to miss TAMMY CORNWELL…

muahaha….TAMMY!!!!here i come!!!!promised to write a blog bout wat v had  done…hahaxxx…so here it is!!

narrator:KUENMAY

MAIN CHARACTER: TAMMY CORNWELL

STORY:-

there was dis day, dated 16th Apil 2008….wen i received your msg… were chatting n u sed dat u wana find a job cuz u were JOBLESS..haha…n den i suggested dat mayb you could work for my mum…afater dat LONG consideration of urs(with all da transportation problems..)u’ve decided it…smthin dat u sed dat u’l NEVA do again in ur LIFE:- ‘ACCOUNTING’

23rd April 2008

da day started..u came to my hse…EARLY BIRD…n dat was da EARLIEST day u came..haha..den fetched u 2 office….u bgan 2 struggle wit ur work n my mum kept on gvin uwork…haha…im college-ing….came bac for lunch…JUZ 2 ACCOMPANY YOU…n den v talked A LOT..u showed me da  BOOK  dat NERRIZA WROTE (za…pls read dis..muahaha!!!!) v  were buf  laughin like mad al da way wen v read it…..sayin wat v can ACTUALI did wen v were KIDS….haha…..

5th MAY 2008

my parents went to europe..dis is wen our STORY starts…haha…..v were enjoyin ourselves..surfing da net(frensta..muahaha…wen v looked at PPLE’s profile dat made us VOMIT n LAUGH LIKE HELL…)…buyin FOOD….goin out for lunch..buyin stuf 4 joe’s bday…BACKSTABBING*muahaha*….watching MOVIE..heheh..listening to music….taking VIDEO…..tellin bout ur fam prob….whao…dats A LOT more..but let us start one by one….haha….

normally v went bac by taxi…u mus b  able 2 recall all da SCARRY drivers…haha….v reached home…n HEY!!!!!PIANO!!!!!muahaha…taught u piano..n rmb da song??’FENG’ by jay….juz recalled da STUPID way i taught u 2 get da tempo right…..haha..SING ALONG!!!!

9th MAY 2008

haha..da FUN part!!!v were in a biscuit shop…buyin FOOD…haha..den u bot da fillet thingy….*sigh* cant 4get wat v had done 2 it….haha…v were eatin ALMOST half of da packet wen u tel me dat i used to TIE IT wen i went to a trip on a bus….n dat recalled my  memory…n so…v START tying it…MUAHAHA….v took videos n took photos of da process….n FINALLY…..v r DONE…v BROKE da RECORD!!!8 METRES!!!!it was SO silly wen v used da ruler 2 measure it…..haha…..oh..i 4gt da part dat v took pics in da ‘RUBBISH PLACE’ at da same day……haha….

13th MAY 2008

buy biscuits again…dis time…v PLAYED wit it….making words out of da biscuits v bot…haha..den karmun came…v can juz play anithin v FIND…..haha…

16th MAy 2008

i carried my TV out…….da REASON———> TO WATCH THOMAS/UBER CUP!!!!!muahaha…..u n i was laughin like mad dat day……there was nothin left 4 u to do…so u watched wit me n u ALMOST fell asleep…haha..n i was shoutin over n over again….it was CHINA vs M’SIA dat time….n yea….dis cums 2 da END of our story…it was ady ur LAST day here…..u r movin 2 kampar da followin day……uhm..aku nak ambil kesempatan ini untuk mengumumkan bahawa CHINA menang kedua2 THOMAS & UBER CUP!!!!!muahaha..i sengaja oni..wakaka….

aniway…i hope dat u’l enjoy urself overthere in ktar although i CANT join u n nerriza 2gether (wic is kinda sad)….i SERIOUSLY hope 2 c da best out of u..mus work hard..dun let OTHERs look down on you….v haf been together 4 so long ady…bt seriously v r on our seperate ways nw…..thanks 4 all da advices dat u had given me….i’ll work hard 2…n of cuz….all da jokes dat u haf told me (bout ur ns camp n everythin) wic still bring a SMILE on my face…..haha..i stil haf all da videos on my hp….well..dats al 4 me nw….take k!!! i will ALWAYS love n MISS ya!!!! thanks 4 being suc a GREAT FRIEND!!!

p/s: dont wori…i’ll ALWAYS check on u n ZA….muahaha….its a PROMISE!!!!

CONCLUSION: THE GREATEST FRIEND I EVER HAD….

love ya LOADS..

Sincerely,

KUENMAY

i was kinda shocked wen my mum told me dis….wen i was still an EMBRYO inside her….there dis pecular day wen my mum went to toilet n SMTHIN dropped OUT..according 2 her…it was smthin like CLOTTED blood, a size of your fist….she was..well..SHOCKED(hu wouldnt??) ….her worker (cant recalled hu..) accompanied her to the hospital…da doc sed told her dat MY HEART had stoppped beating….worst….i had 2 b ABBORTED…..well…she was upset of cuz…..den my dad came….he chanted AN APPLE n feed my mum…few minutes later….da doc declare dat MY HEART had started beating AGAIN!!!da doc was kinda suprise…haha…aniway….i was wondering….if my PARENTS had given up hope on me..im probably not sittin down here writing dis…basically…dat APPLE dat my father CHANTED saved my life..haha…i noe dat dis SOUNDS AWKWARD….or perhaps ‘RUBBISH’….uhm….im juz sharing dis wit u guys…blif it or not??its up 2 u…..bt honestly…my life’s FULL of WEIRD happenings….haha….

  We are ‘SHY’….*ehem ehem* *cough cough*

I kinda like da effects of these pic…haha….makes our skul looks SO nice..muahaha….

Marching Practice

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i80ELBA6EN4

Accident Happens At ‘Times"….muahaha

well….

Dear LIBRARIANS of 2008…

i wrote this blog SPECIALLY 4 u guys….i dun reali noe wat 2 say…u guys ALWAYS CREATE da BEST memories 4 me each n every year wether im stil a student of MGS or NOT…..i juz duno hw 2 ‘accept’ da gratitute frm u guys….i juz feel dat im stil one of da student  & LIBRARIAN of mgs although i’ve left skul 4 ALMOST a YEAR……thanx guys….

im SORRY dat i oni came 2 of ur marching practises dat i kept PROMISING u guys dat i’ll come…..wel….its nt dat i DUN wan 2 cum….stil busy wit my life as a college  student nw…haha….dated last  week: 27th Mac 2008, da FIRST time i attended ur marchin practise..well…i was KINDA SHOCK by da look of ur faces…da NORMAL energetic n 24/7 smiling faces were REPLACED by ‘long papaya’ faces…..haha….at dat time..i was reali worried dat ur normal ‘SEMANGAT’ has  gone down…n worst of all….KEANMUN whom i noe dat had ALWAYS enjoyed  marchin was sittin under da ram tree wit da SAD face of hers….frm dat moment…i knew daat SMTHIN had gone WRONG….i cant help it but i ADMIT i did sm stupid stuf juz 2 cheer u al up..haha…u noe wat??!!!i WAS SO WORRIED dat my plan  WONT work n in da end i’ll juz make a FOOL of myself…..haha..bt  LUCKILY….my plan DID work…..i  guess…haha….i was reali happy 2 c u guys sing 2gether again n shouted out our ‘SLOGAN’ -WE ARE THE BEST n WE ARE A TEAM…….it was suc a long time(wel..not reali long…..haha..last year’s marching) wen i sorta ‘invented’ da slogan 4 librarians…..n i was ‘touched’ n happy 2 c u guys shoutin dat again with da HIGH SPIRIT that i had NEVER SEEN in sm1 else….dat INDEED..CARVED a DEEP memory within me……

on 28th Mac 2008, da ’sports day eve’….i was back  again..although da practise dat v haf is quite short….bt i reali feel like IM ME again….i was reali havin fun wit u girls n MAN!!!!ALL OF U R DA BEST!!!!!!!!!!!haha..evem SM of u dun blif dat u marched well….n i was reali happy 2 hear dat ‘HIGH SPIRIT’ of urs again wen u shouted OUR SLOGAN…..a DEEP feeling inside tell me dat all of u are ALREADY WINNERS no matter wat u got during sports dat…..

im REALI sori dat i cant some durin sports day…i reali wanted 2 cum…bt saori..i reali cant make it…..even if i came…it wont make any changes right???is im there, i’l b like other pple supportin & cheering 4 their own team….da  pple hu will make da diff is URSELF….u r GREAT durin sports day n its due 2 ur own spirit n hardwork!!! hey..i noe dat u guys were upset about sports day…n im sure dat u al enjoyed it as well….well…mayb sm of u had seen dis in da comment dat i wrote….hey…..winning is seriously NO BIG DEAL…WINNING is just a NAME…a FAME….da TRUE meaning of winning is dat u guys had LEARN SMTHIN frm it and had SERIOUSLY  enjoyed da practices + HAVING DA SUPER HIGH SPIRIT n WILLINGNESS to march durin sports day for THE LIBRARIAN BOARD of mgs….DAT IS WAT I MEANT IN WINNING……if a person won da march past but dey did not enjoyed demselves, wat is da PURPOSE of winning den???right??im sure that u all will agree wit me…..all  of u are ALREADY WINNERS AT HEART..rmb dat….u al deserved da best…..

well…about da previous practises…..i noe dat u al gt scolded by seniors…..im sure dat dey haf their own reasons 4 doin dat….n i noe dat dey r aso  sm of DEM hu scolded u 4 NOTHIN….well…im nt gona comment futher bout dat….bt juz wan u al 2 noe dat each pple haf their own way 2  get da BEST frm others….i’l  usually ‘use’ da ’softer’ way….bt sm will use da ‘harsh’ way..no matter wat….dey r stil ur seniors..no matter wat way v use, v juz haf da SAME objective: TO GET DA BEST……so…ani1 of u hu felt hurt bout wat dey scolded u….juz 4giv dem larh…..

oh ya..one more thing….im REALI REALI touched by all the comments dat u guys gave me….honestly…u al DONT need 2 thank me dat muc u noe….da GREAT achievement is due 2 da hardwork dat u guys haf done….so…i juz wana say CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!u guys r SIMPLY DA BEST….this is wat u al gave  me…..

KITYI in her shoutout: KUENMAY!!!YOU ARE DA BEST SENIOR=)THANX FOR CHEERING US UP & THANX FOR EVERYTHING.HEE. ALL DA BEST & GOOD LUCK YEA.WE LOVE YOU^^…DO TAKE CARE"

~honestly im NOT da best senior…dis  is 2 muc 4 me…i reali dunno hw 2 accept it…but hey…..i REALI felt TOUCHED!!!!!!!lv ya 2!!!!!!!!!!!

n da other comments frm u guys:

KEANMUN:

KITYI (again..haha):

MELISSA:

JIEYAN(da VERY long wan..heee.):

EEWEI(hey..it doent matter if u ‘LOST’ k??haha….):

JELYN:

wel….dis is  all memories now….i hope dat all of u will treasure it as muc as i do….well..dats all 4 now..actuali i wanted 2 post da video 2gether wit dis blog…..bt 2 bad…technical error…haha…bt i’l tel u guys once i’ve post it k????oh ya…..bout da lollipop..dun mention it….haha…its juz smthin dat i can giv…haha……

so..dats the end of dis…..u guys will DEFINATELY do da BEST next year rite???!!!!!!!LIBRARIANS will  always haf da BEST teamwork ever!!!!bt rmb dis:

LIBRARIANS!!!!!!!!

WE ARE THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!

WE ARE A TEAM!!!!!!!!!

hey??wat r u waiting 4??shout it loud wit me!!!!!!!! I’ll always rmb u guys!!!!!! thanx a LOT!!!! LOVE n LOVE n LOVE u guys a LOT!!!!!!!!!!!MUAXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!!!!

P/S: Im glad dat u guys appreciate our ’slogan’..haha….n i use blue bcuz it symbolises LIBRARAN!!!!!!!!!

im SOOOO hapi!!!!bot my new phone ady!!!!sony ericsson w580i!!!n its even in pink!!!looks smthin like dis:

well…i’ve been dreaming 4 dis fon 4 months!!!n u shud noe dat my old motorola v360 was indeed, a DISASTER….i cant press space, cant save new contacts,  cant press ‘ok’..n if i did…da WHOLE thing JAM!!!!!!!n da camera was..well….’low quality’??haha… cant criticise dat muc…afterall, i used 2 luv it v muc..my dad bot it 4 me n bro 4 our straight A’s 3 years ago, buf in our PMR & UPSR…..

well, back 2 my story on buyin dis fon…i’ve been lookin everywhere 4 di model in PINK….n those pple tel me dat PINK has gone OUT of da market!!!i was SO dissapointed!!!!wel, on 12th Mac….spm results came out n i went shoppin wit joe n hsin…n i spotted DIS PINK fon in one of the shops in jj!!!i was SO hapi!!!!n so i plan 2 drag my sis 2 buy it 4 me on DAT particular day….well, i can say dat im LUCKY cuz she CANT bring me go…..dis is all bcuz on da NEX day i go..i got a PROMOTION!!!!haha…dey gave a free memory card of 1GB!!!!if i go on da 12th, i oni get a memory card of 512MB…haha…so smhow i feel dat i haf FATE wit dis hp…haha…n  DATS y i treasure it SO muc!!haha…im hapi hapi hapi!!!sigh..wat a day….hehe…

well..results was out yest….n i realise dat its szeyan’s bday….i reached skul at 9.45 wit my famili(xcept my sis)…den saw bigjing n chat wit her…n i oni realise dat results r cummin out at 10.30!!!aish…i was worryin bout it like mad…den saw da rest of my frens..haha…v were so hapi..well…at least I AM hapi 2 c dem bac..its been such a ling time…haha…at 10.30 i took my results….here it goes….3 A2s n 6 A1s….shud i b hapi or wat??i WAS aiming 4 all A1s…..well…my parents are at least…well…DAMN hapi..my mum gav me a hug…..i was not yet satisfied..sooner later, i began 2 b thankful…luckily i did not get a B…i couldnt complain muc….my results wasnt dat BAD tough…rite??haha..gt A2 4 admaths, econs n MORAL!!!wel..i wasnt suprised dat i got A2 4 admaths n econs cuz dey were my LEAST fav sub…bt MORAL??!!!wat da heck???!!i NEVA got A2 4 moral b4!!!haiz…im not da oni 1 hu was shock of da moral gred…..a lot of my frens were shocked 2…haiz…..den i haf NO mood 2 get bac 2 da institute n went shoppin wit frens instead..

well..supposingly im goin wit tammy, za, karmun n meihui….bt dey dun haf da mood 2 shop…so i went wit hsin, joe n jian instead…wen v reached jj we stop at an earring stall…joe wana buy earrings…..den jian hilangkan diri witout a sound…..n me n joe n hsin went 4 lunch in food&tea….ate fried rice n baked rice…omg..i WAS DAMN FULL!!!haha…da food dey served was A LOT….haha…den v shop 4 a while n joe had 2 go 2 work at 1.30 in famous amos….hsin n me went 4 a movie at 2.20, Martian Kid…..wakaka..whao..dat movie was HILARIOUS!!!!juz cant imagine hw v laughed like hell all da way in da cinema….wakaka…..afta da movie v met joe n shop again n i met kimberly….hsin had 2 go bac cuz bigjing was goin 2 her hse….joe had 2 getbac 2 work….i didnt feel like goin bac so i went 2 c kim at 5…bt den my mum was picking me up n i had 2 go….

at 6 smthin, my family n i were goin out 4 a dinner…well…u noe….2 celebrate…haha…i’ve been like eating 4 da whole day n i was SO full in da end of da day…..haha…well..da day juz ended like dis….i wasnt dat bad tough….isnt it??haha..

its been QUITE a long time since i left mgs…cant help it but i went bac there almost 4-5 times a month…really misses everythin there!!!!ahiz….f5 is da best year…wel..u guys mus b borin readin everythin bout how i miss skul etc etc etc……I CANT HELP IT!!!!dis feeling was fading b4 i read da blog dat nerizza wrote!!!!IT REALI MADE ME WANA CRY!!!!!!!!!!!cant deny…..bt i REALI MISS ALL MY FRENS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!we had been 2gether for so many years…..chatting, playing, laughing, crapping, eating, sleeping, dutying, painting, WEEDING, singing, dancing, CRYING, arguing, shouting, running away frm tchers, back stabbibg tchers(heheh..), TELLING SECRETS n doin things together…u juz cant imagine hw muc v did al this things 2gether!!!!!i miss my classmates, schoolmates n tchers…dis is da worst feeling dat u cant imagine….its reali hard to miss smthin…I JUZ CANT EXPLAIN IT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!

im currently in institute kompas..well…most pple wont noe where..wel..nvm dat…da feeling there is TOTALLY DIFFERENT den wat i felt in MGS!!!!its just pathetic…din even feel dat v ‘care’ for each other….unlike in MGS…i reali wished dat i could turn bac time!!!!!!!!!!bt every1 noes dat its IMPOSSIBLE….da oni thing i can do nw is to visit my alma mater as many times as i could…there’s no use looking bac or regretting 4 not enjoyin to the FULLEST there(i noe i did enjoy..bt dats nt enuf…)…

watever happens…v made a promise….7 years later…v’ll meet under the ram tree…..n wil b happily digging out wats beneath it….ITS A PROMISE!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE U GUYS!!!!MGS-ians ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wakaka…juz went 2 thai on da 19th of  dec….it was fun…aish…i went to a LOT of temples n places…gonna put da full report later!!!im  very busy now..haha…update later!!!

okay…here it goes…for those who are reading this…maybe you’ll actuali find this intresting…..wel……yesterday, my sis n i was helpin dad wit his work(uhm…there’s a lot. can’t reali say it all out…). We had to rush the article to giv it to the reporters to post it at the newspaper…it was QUITE late(well cant say dat its reali late cuz sm pple haf different defination of ‘late’)it was about 1 smthin….afta everythin was ‘nicely’ done we went up to bed…..my bro was sleepin ‘SOUNDLY’ on his bed….i was enjoyin ’stretching’ myself on da bed wen my sis asked me wether i smelt smthin or nt…well..i did…it smelt like smoke of a fire cracker…..we din’nt felt anithin at first….den later, wen we ALMOST got asleep….we heard sm1 ploughing the soil(mencangkul tanah)….we got up…..there was this ‘bunch’ of men of all ages….old, middle-aged, and a boy….the prob is..all of dem were dressed in white!!!!dey came wit 2 cars….they were burning ’smthing’ while ploughing the soil….honestly…wat r these guys in WHITE doing things like that in the middle of the night??!!!!i  was kinda afraid….hehe…by dat time, my bro awoke…we went to call mum n dad…dad bought his binoculars and ’spy’ on them….i was SOOOO afraid n i went to bed..haha…n fell asleep…da nex morning, dad said dat dey finished ‘da-whole-thing’ between 2am-3am….scarry….haha…ani idea wat dey r doin???post sm comments!!!

haha…n im goin thai 2day!!!!

yay!!!afta spm ady…aish…but still i haf no feeling of hapiness…mayb da last paper of spm symbolizes dat its da last day of me in mgs….aniway….as soon as da paper end…v went 2 take our leaving certs….n v took a pic of it along wit da skul as da background!!!!arh….gonna miss MGS SOOO MUCH!!!its been almost 13 reays….imagine it!!!!!i speng 13 years in MGS!!!!n gonna leave…aish….

well…im nw seriously an ex mgs gal…time flies..no one can deny….haha….so lets stop talkin bout dat!!!ahahaha….da last paper of spm..accounts….wakaka….afta da paper…v(tammy,nerizza n me+ karmun) went to jusco…we shop n v took photos!!!!i bot a ring…tammy n za bot bracelet…..actuali i bot da bracelet 4 tami as her bday gift….these things symbolises our frenship!!but 2bad i cant shop there for long!!!i gotta go 4 badminton!!!!haha..goin there wit my bro,joeee, jian, n pei qin….all thanx 2 peiqin!!!if not 4 her…v wont haf court 2 play!!!wow…v played so serious!!!i neva touch my racquet 4 almost 1 month n im goona smash my racquet sepuas2nya!!!wakaka…..havin so muc fun…

on da nex day….dad bot da whole fam 2 kl!!i bot a dress, 2 t-shirts n a blouse!!!!i/m havin SOOOO muc fun!!!wakaka…2days n 1 nite there….stayin in my aunts hse!!!

as soon as i get bac frm kl…haf 2 help dad wit his business ady!!!so im NOT free afta all!!!!!

dis day juz indicates da ‘last’ day of skul 4 da f5!!!!!!its is INDEED a SAD day BUT i juz CANT cry!!!!!!!!!!ahiz….i duno y…..juz feelin like cryin but i CANT!!!!!!its even SAD-er den SAD!!!!!!!ahiz..juz duno hw 2 xplain!!!!!there’s dis SAD feelin inside but juz cant xpress it!!!uhm…wateva it is……im SURE dat every1 enjoyed demselves 2day!!!!nerizza n i sang…’AGAIN’….on stage….hmmm…its AWFUL……but wel…i DID enjoy MYSELF!!!!!!!!arh….hu cares rite?????v sang ‘only hope’ by mondy moore…hehehe…its AWFUL AWFUL  AWFUL!!!wakakaka…v funi larh….i moved like a uhm…’CARTOON’??!!!ahah..funi……wel….den da closing ceremony…da prefects n librarian n da other f5 sang songs 2gether….wel…it was da most WONDERFUL part i guess…v sang quite a lot of songs….’at the beginning’, ‘mungkin nanti’, ’seasons in the sun’, ‘kush kush hotae’(uhm..wateva it spelled), ‘umbrella’, ‘big gals dun cry’, ‘KENANGAN TERINDAH!!!!!!!’, ‘peng you’ n ‘JANUARI!!!!!’….haha….i juz love da umbrella part!!!!!!!!!!!!hasvaany n kahyan!!!!!u buf DAMN sporting man!!!!!!!!wakaka……den…v went 4 recess…our last recess in skul i supposed…..hee…..gettin 2 get sad ady!!!!!!!ahiz…den v took a LOT of pics!!!!!!den susun da dewan 4 exam!!!!!!!TIME PASSES SO DAMN FAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ahiz……den….haha…v haf dis SECRET  of our own!!!!!!!!!a REALLY MEMORABLE WAN!!!!!!!!mus reali rmb it!!!!!!!!

*blue n red indicates prefects n librarians!!!!11

oh ya…..pple!!!!!!!thanx 4 da HUGXXZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s:hey!!!pple hu WAS involved in it….RMB our PROMISE 7 years LATER!!!!!!!!!i’ll b waiting!!!!keep in touch!!!!!!!!luv u guys LOTS N LOTS N LOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MUAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arh!!!!!ahah…my best bday ever!!!had it yest…..at 12 midnight…..28th oct….i was doin smthin…addmaths…ahah…..den…my bro came…his VOICE seemed uhm ‘frustrated’…..he sed daddy wanna c me in da tv room…i was kinda shock…..i was thinkin dat i might had done smthin wrong n get scolding frm him….haha!!but wen i went down!!!!there was my bday cake!!!!!!ahah!!!!it was reali a suprise!!!!heee…n dey sang me da bday song!!!!!!arhh!!!!luv dem all so muc!!!!!!!!!!celebrating bday at midnight!!!!hahax…eatin chocolate cake!!!!LUV IT SOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!my dad sed dat my bro had plan dat a LONG time ago!!luv him!!!!!den he made a card 4 me!!!!!its DAMN cute!!!!!!there is a pic of this dog…a FURLESS dog!!!!hahax!!!!its cute!!!!!VERY VERY CUTE!!!!!!!!!den he signed his name..n there he drew a PIG!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!its VERY cute aso!!!wif its BIG eyes n NOSE!!!!!haxhax!!!!!there was aso a ‘card’..a heart shaped wan…haha…its frm him aso..2 in 1..wakaka…..

hm…yest….i got A LOT of SMS!!!i’ve bim msging non stop den…n i’ve used almost RM7 4 sms-ing!!!!imagine it!!!my hands reali hurts!!!but worth it!!!!!these are da special pple i wana thank!!!

but da 1st 1 is my family!!!!!!!!!!!daddy,mummy, sis n bro!!!!!!!!!!i LOVE U ALL VERY VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!reali VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!im a LUCKY gal wit a family dat LOVES me TOO!!!!!!!MUAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wakaka!!!!!!!!!!1

meiping!!!-ahah…she sang me a bday song tru phone!!!!haha..oiii…noti gal!!!!thanx yea!!!luv ya SOOO MUC!!!!

kit yin!!!!!yea…i noe tried 2 phone me!!sori!!!!but at least i noe dat u TRIED 2 sing me 1 bday song rite???!!!ahah….but at least 2day u sang me 1 ‘MULTI’ language wan rite??!!!

JOEEE,JIAN, BEN n da GANG-hooiii!!!!!!u guys rock my WORLD!!!!!ahah..u al sang me a SPECIAL edition of bday song 4 me wit kityin!!!!!i reali LOVE IT!!!hu will get 2 hear suc ‘SPECIAL’ bday song rite??!!!its VERY RARE!!!hahax!!!!!!n da inventor of da song..MISS LEE JOE EE!!!!!ahah…u CREATIVE punya budak!!!!LUV u GUYS SOOOOOOOOOOO MUC!!!!!!!!!!

my bday presents!!!!!!!

TAMMY lui!!!!thanx 4 ur delicious jelly beans!!!!!ahah…dat made ever1 jealous!!!wakaka!!!every1 is like askin 4 it!!!!ahah!!!n ask me "y i dun haf wan???!!!"hahax!!!!wakaka….im im GOOD enuf 2 share it wif others!!!!!eheh…sharing is caring rite???!!!

EERENE jie!!!!!-hey!!!thax 4 ur bracelet!!!i REALI LIKE it!!!!!!mmg CANTIK!!!!wakaka…wen i opened it..da person bside me was like.."WHAO!!!!SO NICE ARH!!!!!!"hahax..can imagine it???!!!!thanx again!!!luv ya SOO MUC!!!!!!!

JOEEE & da GANG-thanx 4 ur shirt!!!!i reali LOVE IT!!!i MEAN IT okay??!!!its VERY CUTE!!!!my mum aso sed dat it’s nice!!!!!!!!!

n 2 those hu wished me happi bday!!!!

okay….there is A LOT of them…

kean mun, nikki, &my juniors(pple frm f1-f4)-hey pple!!luv u all SO MUCH!!!!thanx 4 da support all da way!!!!thanx 4 da wish yea!!!!i’ll never 4get u all!!!!NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!

shu yin!!!-ahah…u wished me early on da 27th…but more pple do so!!!dey go as early as 26th n 25th!!!!!hahax!!thax!!!!!!!!!!

mama woonjye!!!!!!!!-MUMMY!!!wakaka..thanx 4 da wish..ahah..altough its Be-lated….but at least u DID wish rite???!!!luv yea!!!!muax!!!!!!!

MY CLASSMATE OF 5V4!!!!!!!!!!!!ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!luv u all SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!thanx 4 da HUGZ n EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!’james’ AIN n DA GANG!!!!!!i duno how 2 say…but u guys REALI A TRUE FREN OF MINE!!!!!!!!!duno hw 2 say..’AGAIN’…i reali LUV U ALL VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!time is short!!!!!but wen i get out of skul..i think dat da person dat i miss da most is u guys!!!!!!!!!!i’ll definately miss those times v r 2gether!!!!!!!!!!xpeciali those times v crap!!!!!!ok…fine….v crap MOST of the time!!!!!!!!!!n u guys juz keep makin me LAUGH non-stop!!!!u all EVEN CHEER me up wen im not in MOOD!!!!!!!!!!!i juz duno how 2 say….but i reali LOVE u GUYS!!!!!!!!!!LOVE LOVE YOU ALL LOTZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1thanx 4 everything!!!!!!!!!!MUAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ITS INDEED DA BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!KENANGAN TERINDAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!

well..pple USUALI get over XCITED wen it comes 2 holidays…urgh…honestly..there’s NOTHIN nice bout it xcept GETTIN up late….its TOTALLY BORING!!!!i juz cant help it…..i reali wish dat skul reopens soon!!!wel…at least i WIL study in skul….sittin at home DOESNT made me study at all!!!!worst..SPM is onli 28 days away!!!n still counting….juz feel dat holidays is kinda wastin my time..haha…yea..i reali duno hw 2 appreciate time although i’d tried dat!!!!cis cis cis…ver da wu liao arh!!!!

wel..haha…went 2 watch movie wif family last sun…watched ‘the seeker’ wit my sis n bro….hmm…da story is COMMON…but its quite nice tough…haha…

argh!!!i haf no idea wat 2 crap ady….wakaka…

wel..its bin a long time scince i left my blog!!!!!gotta start it bac again….well….goin 2 write smthin dat had ady happen days ago….

29th NOV 2007

bonza!!!!its my uncle’s wedding….al my relatives came bac on fri nite…da nite b4..im realli nervous!!!!!!!hapi as wel….cant reali wait 4 dem 2 cum bac…..haha…usuali v did a lot of things 2gether!!!!!!everythin started on da sat….v woke up early n followed da ‘tour’ 2 da bride’s hse….haha…its kinda stupid…..there r a lot of ‘task’ 4 da groom 2 do b4 he can meet his bride…v actuali ate bananas,eggs n drank smthin wic i duno wat is it….haha….after dat….v went bac 2 my hse wif da bride….v prayed n everythin…..den ‘tuang’ teh….i got RM20….haha…..funi…..dat nite…v haf dinner in sun lee how fook…(wateva it call….dun care bout da spellin)….i actuali invited nerizza, tammy n evelyn along!!!!!!!!oh….i juz cant imagine how muc fun v had there……da reason y i invited dem is bcuz..IM SINGIN WIT NERIZZA AGAIN!!!!!haha…dis time is different…im no more nervous….everthin juz seemed calm…haha…i guess its bcuz of da iu day n ive bcame braver..haha..i sang ‘my heart wil go on’(solo) n nerizza sang ‘hero’ solo 2…den v duet….v sang ‘there u’ll be’..well….everythin went fine…as usual…..haha….den i sang duet wit my bro!!!!1st time…its kinda hard 2 get him on stage….haha…v sang ‘liang shan bo ju li et’…oklarh…den i sang ‘pretty boy’ wit my dearest cousin sis…haha…it was damn fun….its like ive waited 4 dat day n it juz cum so faast…wel…cant admit dat time reali FLIES….haha…i took A LOT of pic mif my famili n frens….whao….juz cant imagine it…pelbagai gaya aso cum out…haha…den v get bac home!!!!!!!bac home…v took pic again….haha…2gether wit my sis n da cousin sis……aso got PELBAGAI gaya…..v did a lot of stupid stuf…haha…..wel….its indeed a WONDERFUL day..haha…oh ya!!!!!!!!!i got o a lot of coments frm da pple hu went 2 da dinner!!!!haha….guess wat dey say……haha…..oh…..2 SOME pple…DAT IS NOT MY WEDDING OKAY:\

its day first day of my life dat i ACTUALLI SANG ON STAGE….on da previous day i cant help but 2 sing over n over again….i messed up da lyrics n a bit out of tempo ady….so i kept memorising da lyrics..i cant sleep dat nite..da lyrics went all over my head over n over again….i tot dat i cant get 2 sleep bcuz of da performance 2molo…but actuali its  bcuz of da COFFEE dat i drank yest….eelin came bac from penang she took us yum cha in da green town kopitiam…whao…juz c her driving makes me wana laugh..hahaha…its not dat bad tough…damn cekap man…she can juz hentam everywhere wan…as if da road is hers….hahaha…..but im quite hapi 2 c her lar…ok..bac 2 my story…i perform 2day…it was OK i think….i was shaking like mad wen im on stage….i juz can feel da mic im holding shaking….eheheh…scary but fun lar…n it was my first xperience singing on stage…yea…wanna giv one BIG THANX 2 nerriza…..my singing partner…she’s damn gud…..definately mus rmb da times v practise 2gether singing like mad gals in da class..hahaha…

it’s my turn..aikz…time reali flies!!!juz had my librarian farewell yesterday….da food is quite nic…im damn full yest….juz luv da performance….xpecialli da sketch dat da f2 did..haha…..luv da presents dat my ast n juniors gave me……juz luv everythin!!!2 all da f4 ajks n all my juniors….thax 4 everythin!!!i reali had fun yest!!!it’ll b another memorable day 4 me!!!

sobx…cant blif it…its aledi my last session in librarian board!!!time realli past fast…stil rmb da previous years i saw my seniors going away year by year……its my turn now!!!!!!urgh….hehehee…juz cant blif dat i reali cried..hahaha..pple r glad 2 get awy from session….i go n cry pulak….ish…i reali gona miss thase times….xpeciali my juniors n my shelves!!!!!argh!!!!

puh….juz came bac from da stadium….i’ve been dying 2 go there for a month!!!!!!hands got itchy…feelin like smashin smthin…den tak sangka jian msg me dat she wans 2 play badminton…i’m damn hapi!!!!!!badminton is my life….couldnt live without hitting a shuttlecock…luckily my parents allowed me 2 go…..im quite satisfied ler…but da way i play gone down ady(i noe dat im v teruk in badminton..i have 2 improve!!!!!!)i dun k!!!!!!!!after my sis finished her exams…i’ll make her fetch me go play everyday!!!!!!!!!honestly…i haven had enuf of badminton yet….joe had 2 go bac early so v aso haf 2 leave early…oh ya….v went there at 12..jian’s da 1st 2 arrive….no 1 in da counter so v just pecah masuk….den a guard came…fooiyo….jian ‘gau tim’ him ady…wakakaka…he sed can play 4 free wor…den secara suka hatinya..v played…den 2nd guard…..here cums jian again…dis time..da guard quite fierce…duno wat jian sed..v r allowed 2 play….da game continue…..den haf 2 leave ady!!it was like 1.45pm…n haf 2 go liao..akhiz….i had fun tough..da 1st time i try da food in da stadium…da 1st time i tried wat is ‘wun tau long’(or smthin like dat…).den jian called 4 sm rojak…there r sm sengkuang inside wic v(fine..me n hsin) keep on sayin dat its MENGKUANG….wakakaka….hehe…i had fun tough…hm…holidays gonna end soon…im goin bac 2 skul ady!!!!!!!yay!!!!!!!i miss skul so muc….wakakakak!!!!!

its my bro’s b’day 2day…..so take him out 4 a treat…went 2 shushi king…..v spend about RM80 eatin shushi..heheh….

holidays is borin…xept me helpin dad doin his work…went shoppin wit joe,jian n tata in parade last tues…watched Next….hm…..nothin else…borin!!

went 2 taylors yest…woke up at 4.30…reached skul at about 5.10…den bus came at 5.30…n reached taylors at about 9….hmmm…did a lot of activities there….went to explore da toilets wic situated miles away….hahaha…den listenin 2 lectures…n haf lunch over there….den our game…i was selected as an ACCOUNTANT..a CIPLAK one….wakakakaka..hmmm…nice xperience tough….den…went 2 sunway pyramid…worst pary..V R ONLI GIVEN 1 n 1/2 HOURS 2 shop!!!!!!!!!!!so all v did is went rushing everywhere n but things dat v like without realli thinking…everythin v bot is like rm10 for 3 n stuff like dat….so benita, jian ai n me r da onli one hu went running all da way there…hahaha….i’ve been waiting 2 do dat again….n so..every1 went bac 2 da bus n began our journey home……v stopped at tapah 4 a rest…n dat was da 1st time i tried baskin robins!!!!!a wonderful moment….benita bot 2 kgs of guava….heheheh…n v chatted all da way in da bus..takin stupid pic…v crap a lot….n talked bout our memories in mgs..akhiz…..it may b da last trip in f5 in mgs….sad!!!!!!!

i’ll surely miss 2day so muc!!sobz…..last n final teachers day in mgs!!!!!omg….surely miss it…really regreted y i din enjoy my previous teachers day in skul!!!!!!!!!!everythin started in the mornings wen i got so xcited…..den wen reached skul…calm down ady…den get nervous bac!!!!!!its all bcuz im performin on stage in front of every1 2day!!!!!!!prefects n librarian r combining 2 perform dis dance…v used ‘do you remember’(by aaron carter) as da song 4 our dance…v did so well!!!!!!!well…although i did sm mistakes durin da dance..i’m satisfied ady…..oh…i’m gonna miss dat moment so muc!!!!yea..thanx 2 my dancin partner hong!!!v realli put in a lot of effort…well…..last  minute effort..heheh…..oh…thanx 2 benita 4 helpin us 2 video our dance!!!!!!!!hmm…kit yin n big jing perform 2…ballet…damn cekap man!!!!!!!!ok..after everythin…games!!!!!oh…da game was fun….i joined aso….after everythin..went  up 2 da library again…wished all our library teachers n it was pn.jamnah’s b’day…v celebrated pn.murizan’s bday 2(among all AVA gals…)…

CONCLUSION: it was da best teachers day ever!!!!!!!!!!!!miss it deeply!!!!!!!!!sobz…..

mood no gud 2day……i hate everything!!!!!pple ACTING in front of me…urgh..exams….juz hate it….stupid economics…..its even worst den my addmaths!!!!!!!!accounts…..i duno wat is happenin!!!!!everythin juz keep droping!!!!!!!n i’m getting headache so often!!!!juz hate 2day!!!!!!..hoping da 2molo wil bcum a better day 4 me!!!AAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!!

finally!!!!!!!!!my worst subject off all….nex after addmaths..sej!!!!!oh..thank god it was finally over…its been da 2nd day of my mid-year exam….after spending almost revising my sej…n it is still dat bad…but lucikily its over ady….i feel more relaxed by now…but i still haf addmaths 2 concentrate at!!!!!!bac 2 my sej paper….da structure questions r OK…but..urgh…my essay….i dun even noe how 2 do a single one….after thinking 4 almost like half an 45 min..i finally decided 2 write wat i can rmb…juz simply hentam my stupid paper…..ewww!!!!its realli killin me!!!!

a lot of things happen 2day…sigh….

da day is finally over….after one week of tiring preparation….da whole ‘rumah hantu’ of 5V4 is finally destroyed…wakakaka……hmmm…let’s start from the first minute i reached skul on da big day…mr. dilip called us to b at skul at 7….ok…everyone came at 7…waited xcitedly 4 him n da day 2 start…v waited till 8…mr. dilip still haven arrived….later…he came in his OLD OLD motor…..den every1 was like BOO-ing at him…hahhaaaaa…..nice…den he came to our ‘rumah hantu’…n every1 is cheering(includin me..)..Weird??hmm..v r like dat..anwy…v made our last preparation n waited 4 da day 2 start..as usual…dilip(oh..4got 2 use da MR…u cares rite????hehehehh)…wanted us 2 start early..at 8 but da pesta started at 9…so…every1 started yellin n draggin pple 2 cum 2 our ‘rumah hantu’(Silent Path)…sm r reali xcited 2 cum in…sm r damn sked…dey told us dat our ghost house is scary(da truth is dey haven got into our ghost house yet…)..well..mayb dey think it was scary bcuz da banner hanged in front of our ghost house looks scary…haha..(thanx mei sin…4 ur realli atistic work…..)..da ghost house is suppose 2 b scary..but wit all da lights off(wic i told my classmate 2 on dem)…pple hu get in cant c a thing….even wit a torchlight…..dey came out n complained sayin dat v cheated their money…wateva…….another bad part is….ok..da first shift is ok…scary enuf n nice 2  scare pple…2nd shift aso ok…den wen 3rd shift arrived..every1 dissapear…OUR GHOST HOUSE IS LACKED OF GHOST….da duties dat v had planned earlier didn’t work out…v began doin each other shift….v haf 2 b da GHOST dat v r not supposed 2 b…..so at the almost end of the dat day….our ghost house is unplanned…the position of the ghost n everythin was messed up….da probs r destroyed by pple hu is chickened out…heehehhhh…anwy….da good part is…..at 9 till 245…there  almost 2500 pple hu came into our ghost house(v counted as pple came in..)…so…from there….v made bout RM10,000..dat’s realli i record 2 break..v haven counted at 8 yet…so it shud b more…our hard work realli worked out….n im realli hapi bout it….juz hope dat v’ll win da comp…finish bout my own ghost house…now..bout da food sold..i like da chocolate marshmellows!!!ehehehhhehh…damn nice…one word…MGS’ PESTA RIA IS DA GREATEST!!!!hm….sad thing dat it was my last year here in my skul…sad sad……but i realli enjoy each n every second here!!!!!!

last fri…i joined a badminton comp…Anderson Open..it was stupid…it was stated dat da comp started at 3 n dey made every1 waited until like 3.30..da worst part..dey onli provide 3 courts…everyone(imagine..so many students joined da comp..)haf 2 take turns…fine..cut dat crap..i did not won(i had already xpect dat..wakakaka..)…well..i din play how i’m supposed 2 play n there’s no team work between me n my partner…n i realli realli regretted 4 not signin up 4 singles aso….i realli play badly on dat day….i could haf been better….nvm..at least i get sm xperience n i can haf a cert!!!plan 2 joined another comp…sunway comp…smwhere around june or july…i mus play better dis time!!!haf 2 practice more…..

nex..another busy stuff…..da stupid pesta ria….my class is doin da ghost house…lots n lots of work 2 do….den da presale aso…haf 2 made da stuff..urgh..i’m annoyed….mayb nex mon v will move 2 3 eagle(dat’s where my ghost house is)….haf 2 stay bac 2 do…akhiz….hope dat everythin will b a success…i haven sell all my tickets aso…sad…..

home work!!!!i haven finish my 2 folios yet!!!!!midyear exam is comminsoon…juz after da pesta ria..omg..i think every1 will b rushin like mad….cuz i’m alredy mad!!!!!!

i’m reali blur of wat is goin on around me lately…everythin seems so blur….urgh…

arh!!!!its over at last….sobzzz……sad though..my last LTC camp!!!!fooiyo…dis year’s camp is much much more special den da previous ones….da reason is….v go along wif da prefects dis year!!!!!vvvv fun…..my goodness..i have so much 2 tell bout dis 2 days!!!!!ok..day 1….woke up at 6….came 2 skul late den kena marah….ok..cut dat….dun 1 2 talk bout it….den went 4 breakfast in smwhere wic i duno where??!!…v act like monkeys on da playground..haha..un4getable….imagine prefects n librarians of mgs playing da slides, swings n see-saw in public…..hahaha…den…v continued our journey to da east(kedah….Havard Golf & Club Resort…dats our where our camp was held…)…reached there about 11 smthin…put our things in da ‘bungalow’…dats wat they  called it….it was v teruk inside…cockroach’s shit everywhere…n it look as if it was haunted….da air-conds r cacat-ted….damn hot….onli one room’s,da teacher’s room n da living room’s air cond is workin…..after everythin….v went 2 4 lunch…den do ice-breakin..dey called it da king,queen n joker’s game…haf 2 carry my frens…carry mei ping n jian ai is still oklar….carry farhanna…omg….nightmare man…my hands r still hurtin me….2 bad…cannot hold badminton raquet liao!!!!de….after ice-breaking….v meet our instructors…v were divided in to 5 groups…..i’m in group 4…..da 1st activity our group did is da ‘King’s Finger’….it’s a very tall pole with tyres hooped on it..v r supposed 2 take out all da tyres without our hands n da tyres touching da pole…den v haf 2 put da tyres back….so…our group haf 2 act like ‘cheerleaders’ supporting each other high up 2 put n take out all da tyres….time taken 2 do dis….v onli used 1 minutes n 10 seconds!!!(da instructor told us dat da record is 25 seconds……i wonder hu did dat…)…..ok….den v played da ‘Board on Board’ game it’s a game where u haf a rope hanging from a tree n v haf 2 use da string 2 swing over 2 da other side(4 tyres stuck 2gether, n v supposed 2 land on it with 24 pple cramping on da 4 tyres…)da problem is..da rope was not hung opposite da 4 tyres..haf 2 use our brain…aniway…v did dat!!!24 pple landed on da 4 tyres holding each other tightly….nex…v went 4 da ’spider web’ thingy game…haf 2 go thru da ’spider web’ without touching da ‘web’….v haf 2 carry each other again….i’m da 1st 1 2 go….so every1 carry me as if i’m a mummy n go tru da ‘web’…n wen my legs touched da ground….i use da ‘limbo style’ 2 go tru…..den….da last gal of my group 2 pass tru da ‘web’(i 4got wat her name is….)used back-bend 2 go tru…after finishing our task..v went 4 da game wic v haf 2 stand on a long stick 2gether n walk across it witout falling…(duno wat is da name of da game….)….v r divided into 2 groups…one on da left side n one on da right side…our strategy:da small ones sittin n da tall ones walk across…finally..our last station…da ‘hole in one’(i think so) game…..there’s a big tyre n v haf 2 go tru da hole without touchin da tyre….haf 2 carry each other again..(imagine how many energy used 2 carry da group members…)…da last gal ‘fly’ tru da hole…2 bad she hurt her ankle…v r da 1st group 2 finish everything!!!v got 1st price….best teamwork eva!!!!!den…go bac 2 da ‘bungalow’ n take a bath…at nite…haf taklimat…urgh…damn boring…i nearly fell asleep…talkin things about pregnancy n drugs n mat rempits n stuff like dat..wat are all dis stuff 2 do wif leadership???ok…den…went back2 da ‘bungalow’ at 11.30 like dat….ate junk food…playin one lot…..those hu lost haf 2 eat da custard puff…i dun mind eating dat actualli…..da most funny thin dat nite…v speak in mandarin…omg..juz c how v speak…..it’s embarassing man!!!!4 goodness sake sze yan!!!u realli made me laugh like mad!!!fooiyo…da way she speaks realli cekap man!!!!!after enuf ‘gila-ing’ dat nite…everyone went 2 sleep…..my roommate n me shifted our ’tilam-s’ 2 da living room 2 sleep bcuz our room WAS MADE into an OVEN….late at nite……da living room bcame da freezer…luckily i brought along my blanket….i haf 2 share it wit joeeee!!!!pity da others dat din bring their own blanket….nex day(2day)…woke up at 6.50…den go 4 breakfast…..den v play flying fox n da other stuff….i onli got 2 play flyin fox cuz not enuf time ady…aniway..it’s a experience 2 rmb!!!i went down da line 2gether wif benita….v shouted n v waved!!!!haha!!!da day ends at 12…went 4 lunch n ‘bertolak’ home at 1…on da bus…v watched movie…4got da title…it’s about cheerleaders n stuff like dat…v funny n nice…hm….reached skul at 4.30 like dat..den..v sang da skul song!!!!SHOUT ALL HAIL DA METHODIST GALS SKUL…….ohhh….crap…..lift our MOTTO flying high!!!OUR UTMOST FOR DA HIGHEST!!!!i luv u MGS!!!!!i’m realli realli realli realli goin 2 miss da things i did in da librarian board n in da skul once i get out of da skul!!!!i’m definately goin 2 cry on our hari penghargaan!!!!sobxz!!!!i dun wanna go!!!!!!!argh!!!!!!!

here v go again….juz finish my kuiz pelaburan PNB(Permodalan Nasional Berhad) 2day…..*english:Investment Quiz….dey ask ques about investments,economics n accounts….it’s a quiz between da skuls in perak…3 person from my class includin me joined da quiz….den if v won…v’ll b goin 2 terengganu representing perak…onli 3 skuls in perak will b chosen..hope dat v’ll win lar…da worst part is…onli dis mon i noe dat i am ‘joinin’ dis quiz…limited time 4 me 2 prepare….n i’m supposed 2 revise those things dat my skul tcher haven teach yet….i nid 2 ‘LEARN’ how 2 invest aso…..urgh…da quiz realli make me as if i’m a economy "xpert"…..giv me a headache da whole week….da questions r realli (ok..i dunno how 2 describe it…but almost half of da paper i TEMBAK wan…..n dey r realli stupid…fine..I’M realli STUPID)…a lot of things made me busy dis month…..da pesta ria stuff realli give me a big big headache…..xpecialli da request for my class….urgh…dun 1 2 talk bout it ady…..i’m goin 2 breakdown vvvvvvvv soon……after studyin half-dead 4 my piawai test….den here cums gerak gempur….den break 4 a while…..n here cums da quiz….n 2MOLLO I HAF ACCOUNTS EXAM!!!!!!!! i realli wonder wat will cum nex…..i wun b able 2 haf a good nite sleep now…..ish…..

woke up early at 6..den go 2 ancestor’s grave…reach there about 8 smthin…den went up da hill 2 da grave…..den pray n everythin it was almost 12…not enuf…den go 2 eat at kampar….still not enuf for dat day….daddy took us 4 a walk in gua tempurung….RM9 per person…go inside da cave for almost 2hours(in n out…imagine how many kilometers…with da ups n downs’ staircase inside it….)…den came bac to ipoh about 5.30….den sleep for 1 hour……still feelin not enuf…den went 2 play badminton…whoa…nice game…played for 1 hour…2 bad i twist my ankle….it was ok for a while..den continue playin again…..went bac home around 8.30 at nite….still feelin energetic…take a long nice bath….still feelin v fresh…nvm…try 2 do da ‘things’ 4 my class….den about 9,tammy called…..askin me bout 2mollo’s exam….den i was like’wat?2molo got exam ar??OMG’….darn….i was rushin like mad thru my whole f4 sc book….read half da refrence book den at 11 kenot tahan ady….energy totally used up on dat day….went straight 2 bed…..on mon….doin my exam wit my sleepy eyes n brain…not sure i can get A or not….maths is still okLAR..still can do..ok…2day’s addmaths…urgh….writin smthin dat i duno wat am i doin….juz pass up da paper n dat’s it….gerak gempur is over!!!!!!yea…yest yun xin msg me bout a MAJOR BADMINTON TOURNAMENT(ABC TOURNAMENT)..i tot she was lying..she was not…it was realli ABC tournament which stands for Asian Badminton Championship…i wanna go!!!!!her msg reali wakes me up wen i was HALF DEAD revising my addmaths..haha…thanx 4 dat!!!!!!

darn…dunno how 2 do again!!!!how am i goin 2 survive until spm….can’t realli do half of da paper in 2 hours!!!!!ish…..donkey….yea, i noe dat its onli gerak gempur….but it’s still a test rite??!fine…4get bout it….seriously….i dunno wat happened 2 my phone line lar….last time seems 2 haf problems sending msg….now ok ady……so can save money..no nid 2 buy another simcard…..yea..i’m havin problems sleepin nowadays….my brain kind of get activated at nite n made me think all sorts of things….den wen go skul keep on gettin sleepy….cant realli pay attention in class too…..talkin bout skul….PESTA RIA..realli giv me trouble lar…..not enuf model…haf 2 do pre-sale..den got other class dat make da same request dat my class is doin..haha…luckily v haf plan b….but den haf 2 c mrs lee 2molo bout da request thingy…..bout da request..i realli hope dat my classmate stand 2gether 2 help…TEAMWORK is the best!!!dat’s wat i tell my marchers..luv dem lotz!!!!realli da best team eva formed dis year…..get on goin gals!!!!keep up da gud work….gettin 3rd place is from da hardwork dey’ve got..ahahahaha…..urgh….thinkin bout tests makes me headache!!!!!bout da skul debate team….gambateh!!sure can do it….

i went to c dis movie wit my family last fri…awwwwww!!!!so sad…da beginnin is nice…juz hate da endin..y shud she die??!!!honestly..it was my 1st time cryin in da cinema!!!!wat a time 2 rmb…..ok…dis story is about a guy n a gal hu had problem making frens with others…wen dey met..dey bcame best frens…den dey created a world..THEIR WORLD..n dat is Terabithia wif all sorts of creatures over there….in the end..their music teacher ask the boy to follow her to a trip to da muzuim…da boy did not 1 da gal 2 go wif dem…after a ‘wonderful’ trip, da boy got bac n found out dat da gal had died bcuz she was drown juz 2 go across da bridge(its not realli a bridge actualli…it was an old rope hangin from a tree..)the old rope was snapped….da boy was vvvvvv sad n he regreted for not inviting da gal 2 go wif him n blamed himself 4 it….nice story actualli…mus watch!!!so touchin….

yea…juz finish exams..ermmm..holidays aso starting…quite not hapi with my exams…well at least accounts cheer me up liao….first 3 ques can balance…haha..din revise buku tunai runcit so simply hentam…..econs da most teruk 1..cant EVEN imagine how teruk it is….study 4 so long aso duno wat i’m studyin…..not enuf time pulak….den last 10 minutes simply write…n i haf no idea where da answers come from..pakai tulis onli…..addmaths ar….haiz….fine..at least better den my previous 1….sej leh…i onli read bab 4,5 n 6 onli..teacher sed cummin for essay mar….da 1st 3 bab still can rmb geh…den jus look tru ot den tembak on struktur n objektif……..still can survive….haven die yet..aiya..at least wun fail lar…heheheh….yea..v glad dat everythin is over 4 2weeks now…..oh ya..b’day is cummin…i asked 4 a new racquet..a green 1..i’m so into badminton nowadays….cant live without playin it once a day….totally ketagih adi…..haha…bac 2 my b’day plans…den plan 2 eat pizza n seafood wif family…..wakakakakaka!!!!

to my dear CARINA….dun wori…i wun rip ur head off adi!!!!!…erm…or worse-KILL U….thank god dat u haf finish ur datas after for a MILLION of years..n still counting……FINALLY….i can print out my murid lewat thing…muakakaka….hm…actualli i’ve been wonderin….wen u finish it huh???2day kit yin n i were searchin 4 da list so dat v can masuk 4 u..but den v cant find it..tak sangka pulak u masuk all adi…gek sei me lar…..aniway…thanx 4 ur HARDwork….hahaha…luv ya!!!!so…from now on i haf no more nightmares of paik yen kejar-ing me for not printing da murid lewat thingy……

2am and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You’re telling me you’re so confused
You can’t make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You’re asking me

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you’ll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That’s something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I’ve tried my best to make you see
There’s hope beyond the pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you’ll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That’s something only love can do

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You’ll give my dreams just one more chance
To let this be our last goodbye

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you’ll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That’s something only love can do

That’s something only love can do

life is much ,much harder now….mountains of homeworks…..sigh….it’s not like last year…still can play a fool..well…although i had my pmr exam last year…i still prefer dat time…..ermmm…not mostly last year la…i prefer da time wen i’m in f2 da most…no stress at all..no nothin….why do dey call it "sweet 6teen" ???? realli 1 2 noe y….y not call it sweet 4TEEN?????haha…aniway…i still haf 2 work hard 4 my addmaths….HARDEST subject eva..mod maths is OKLA…accounts had not reach da critical stage yet….i wonder wat wud happen next….my life is very good in V class…most pple think dat i had not make a correct choice..but i juz 1 it la…it’s gud wurd…not much stress….den i dun haf 2 learn bio, chemistry n physics…my ambition tak kena mengena wif those aso…i luv 2 take business den doin science…so..better dun go sc class n waste my time lor….wen i go 2 u aso need 2 study da same thing again….i think dat i had made a correct choice…..haha..futhermore…my whole family r accountants…my sis almost finish her ACCA…den me n my lil’ bro…many pple sed dat accounting is da most boring job in da world….but 2 me….it’s fun n it looks more like a professional job…got rich look ma…haha…but den…different pple had diffrent thinking…

mayb it’s weird 2 haf a holiday in kelantan….well..at least it’s fun…went there wif my family…enjoyed it really…take bout 6 hours 2 reach there….wow….it’s actualli monsun season over there..so everywhere is floodin…da houses r higher den da houses in ipoh….children seems enjoyin themselves wen its floodin…even da chickens r enjoyin 2…haha…well…i visited a lot of temples…quite nice actualli…den da hotel is wonderful…5 star hotel…imagine it…it’s realli cold there at nite n i had gone sick…poor me..aniway….i get 2 play da grand piano there…4 my 1st time!!!!imagine it!!dat was so wonderful man….da scenery in da hotel n da surroundin r beautiful..xpecialli da swimmin pool…got a lot of facilities…haha..oh yea…one more thing….da ROUNDABOUTS over there have TRAFFIC LIGHTS…n every 3 or 4 km u’ll see SIGNBOARDS…so imagine how ‘cekap’ da drivers r over there…

okay….i’m a real fan of harry potter k….on da 2nd day wen da movie was on screen, my cousin, brother n me went 2 c da movie…i was over excited….haha…like i usualli did….aniway…in order 2 save money, v did not buy any popcorn…n other reason…v went to jusco a bit late…so 3 of us haf 2 rush 2 da cinema…as a matter of fact, v got lost…den luckly da genious me found da way bac 2 da cinema…BLUERK….v r rushin like mad….so on da ticket it’s written POTTER 4…n i (da ’super genious’) tot dat v r supposed 2 go 2 cinema 4…n wen v get there….sm1 had already sittin on our place(as i tot so…)da movie was not on screen yet…n v sit n the other place…so later….amanda came(my fren….)…n told me dat i was sittin on her place…n i told her dat sm1 had already sittin on my place…n amanda ask da person in front 2 get up…n da person in front sed dat it was their place…n so i show amanda my ticket…a very big 3 was written on da ticket..oh…so onli den i noe dat i was on da wrong cinema…i haf no choice n apologise….so memalukan la!!!!v rush out of da cinema laughin all da way to cinema 3….luckly wen v get there da movie jjuz started…n den v found 3 places dat r ment 2 left 4 us…muakaka…da movie is fantastic man!!!its da best movie eva…it’s da best among da 3 harry potter movies…i laugh all da way on dat show wif my bro n cousin….n i talk all da way home bout dat movie which made every1 sed dat i’m annoyin…. haha……